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Hopeforlife
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Hopeforlife

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Guilt....I can not bear to update my diary this week. :( 5 days no entries! So much things but don’t know where to begin. Apr 16, 2018

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    1. Hopeforlife
      Hopeforlife
      Guilt....I can not bear to update my diary this week. :( 5 days no entries! So much things but don’t know where to begin.
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      2. littleoc
        littleoc
        Do what you can. No rush :)

        Just add a bullet list if you want to get back to it later. Take care.
        Apr 16, 2018
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      3. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        Thanks @littleoc I still have not updated it and had therapy today so everything came out a little messed up and now I feel like I can’t make sense of it. I just need to get it out and on paper ....brick wall!
        Apr 18, 2018
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      4. littleoc
        littleoc
        I completely understand. Maybe a change of scenery can help? Sometimes I go treat myself if I can't snap out of things after a while. A massage, a freezey drink, a walk in the park, a movie (one I've seen before, usually, so it won't be frustrating if I can't follow along). Something different that will change my mood just enough to help me beat it.
        Apr 18, 2018
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    2. Hopeforlife
      Hopeforlife
      Ever feel like you break out your current cycle just to end up in another! :(
      1. Ronin
        Ronin
        Yes. But good news? That means both that I am moving to something else, and that it will end with another cycle coming. :)
        Apr 15, 2018
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      2. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        @Ronin yes exactly! I’m trying to see the positives! Maybe the next cycle will bring more comfort.
        Apr 16, 2018
    3. Hopeforlife
      Hopeforlife
      My head is fuzzy, the light is dark. Scared. My head, neck shoulders are tense. If I sleep will he be waiting for me? :(
    4. Boudicca1969
      Boudicca1969
      Hey thanks for liking my status :) how you doing? Have a peaceful happy Easter bless ya Boudicca xx
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      2. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        I am glad you are free from it all now. I understand! I even find myself saying I am fine to my therapist when she knows I’m not. It’s difficult to shake. My husband and I will have Easter with the little ones. We have no family around so we just make do.
        Mar 30, 2018
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      3. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        Yes def better to keep your own company than bad. It’s like a hyper vigilance built inside me now. Happy Easter to you also. Hugs x
        Mar 30, 2018
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      4. Boudicca1969
        Boudicca1969
        Yeah I managed to shake the 'I'm fine' thing off thanks to the group leader in my alcohol detox group recently because she wouldn't let me get away with it any more lol :) yeah I agree it is kind of a hypervigilence thing a protection in case of predators or danger. It will get better I promise. Just takes time. More (((hugs))) my friend xx
        Mar 30, 2018
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    5. Hopeforlife
      Hopeforlife
      You are here!
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    6. Hopeforlife
      Hopeforlife
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      3. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        I’m reading your diary. You are so strong! Hugs to you too! I had therapy and struggled a bit yesterday. I have my second app today with psychiatrist. I don’t like him. A little cold and indifferent but he speaks English so I really have not much choice. Hope you have a good day today
        Mar 29, 2018
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      4. ladee
        ladee
        Hope you have a good day in spite of obstacles. Struggling is good sometimes, it means we are learning and getting out of our comfort zone. gentle hugs.
        Mar 29, 2018
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      5. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        Thanks! Wise words!
        Mar 29, 2018
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    7. littleoc
      littleoc
      Hello :) I saw you sent a message but closed replies, but hello
      1. Hopeforlife
        Hopeforlife
        Sorry I am not quite sure how to work this forum yet! Yes I noticed you were around here a lot like myself the past few days so thought I would send you a message
        Feb 28, 2018
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      2. littleoc
        littleoc
        I appreciate that! And it's okay -- you'll get the hang of it. And.. if you don't, it's still fine! :P
        Feb 28, 2018
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