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    Art, Painting, Drawing - Share Yours

    ((((((((((Thin Lizzy)))) Move away from criticism, the more criticism guides your work the more you lose the inherent beauty in it.. that's what I believe at least.. I used to over-analyze everything when i was a student (and in turn be far too self critical) and letting go of that after...
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    Art, Painting, Drawing - Share Yours

    Incendiu that is f**king awesome! LOVE DREAMS! Here is my latest - it's an original drawing exhibited as 5 A4 pages extended across 5 frames parts of it were cut-off through the whole scanning process so it looks a little disjointed.
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    What Are You Thankful For?

    I am thankful for myself and for the future and for being able to just 'be' without feeling as though I'm drowning myself and above all I am thankful for the grand phantasmagorical cosmos in all its splendor.
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I feel like all I want is to be in a permanent warm bath.. minus the prune skin.
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    What Made You Angry Today?

    Also the fact that I am a master procrastinator is angering me.
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    What Made You Angry Today?

    I spent almost all day paroozing human rights sites online (while at work.. it was a slow day) the lack there of such rights in SO MANY parts of the world made me angry today.. or sad.. or annoyed or just beyond all of it because it is impossible to even comprehend.
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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    I slept wonderfully.. but I went to sleep listening to holotropic breathwork music and had this dream.. where I was at my old primary school that was all empty, no one in sight. I was in the toilets and I began to play an organ (not ever having known how to play one) I played an epic tune...
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    What Has Been Your Weirdest Trigger?

    I wouldn't say it is necessarily a weird trigger but I find when I am hungry and feel like I am being controlled in some way.. I get really angry violent thoughts/feelings overtake me. I had an instance of this the other day at work but I did well at calming myself down - POWER ON!
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    Art, Painting, Drawing - Share Yours

    So I started P/T Uni 2 weeks ago and am really enjoying the ability to get all up in it again, especially printmaking. This is an image I am going to convert next week into a woodcut using a laser cutting machine- Woop de doo!!. Also I have more stuff on mah blog...
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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    Went to sleep around 3 (damn noisy housemates!) and slept through to 8. Could have gone for more but "meh".. I had a night full of dreams, they were not really nightmares as I did not find them scary although the subjects themselves were terrifying. But I cannot recall what they were now.. RAWR...
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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    Hey wish I could help you.. There are lots of methods out there to try and lull one into a sleep, I think it's just about finding what works best for you. Addy suggested meditation which is a good one. Also dim lights, relaxing music, a glass of warm sweetened milk or tea etc (This site has some...
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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    Aw it's so nice to walk along the sea :) Last night I dreamed of my 2 uncles being with me and I was unwell (ED wise). Of Japanese children jumping from skyscrapers that were falling apart. Of a fast steam train that was a high school students (Seth Rogen's) media project - careering through...
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I feel sad.. the past few days of constant intense waves of realizations were amazing but I fear I still don't know how to cope with my own life, with other people, with the past, with my body. I miss what I was.. I do not feel comfortable with what I am now. But I also feel very optimistic that...
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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    Not last night but the night before I dreamed of a behavioral machine, I cannot remember specifics but whoever was hooked up to the machine would have memories and predictions of behaviors appear before them as a kind of projection I think. Slept 3 hours that night.. last night I slept about 8.
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    Therapist/ Parent Figure

    Oh man! I totally get this with my T.. but I haven't bought it up though I know it is normal.. I don't know whether I have it in me to tell her. She's about the same age as my mother too.
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