Recent content by JessC

  1. J

    Its getting away from me

    Thank you very much
  2. J

    Its getting away from me

    I don't have people to talk to. I'm not close with anyone. I have a huge problem talking to people. I get in a weird trance like state, and I can never really convey what I'm thinking. It doesn't seem to apply to text though. I have no idea why. Thank you for taking the time to respond. I...
  3. J

    Its getting away from me

    I know I avoid uncomfortable things. Which for me is everything, and everyone. It's strange and frightening to know you are in a nose dive, but the thought of getting help brings me such terror for some reason. I feel the same way about going to the doctor. Hell, I even feel that way about going...
  4. J

    I have a date and im super scared about it.

    He made it clear that he wasn't coming over for sex. That he wants a partner. I'm not good with small talk unfortunately. I hope I don't screw things up. Thank you very much for the advice.
  5. J

    I have a date and im super scared about it.

    I'm a 39 year old virgin. I've never been on a date. It took a long time to begin coming to terms with being gay. I still haven't come out yet. So I've been talking to people online, and one guy, that seems nice, ask me out on Sunday. Do I tell my roommates, or do I hide it? That might hurt this...
  6. J

    I been doing a lot of self analysis lately

    They sent me here, and said this guy really helps. http://www.pete-walker.com/shrinkingInnerCritic.htm
  7. J

    Cant stop panicking

    Thank you. This was really intense.
  8. J

    Cant stop panicking

    The cops were called. Trying to calm down with headphones. I think it's helping. When I hear that kind of stuff, I get these intense conflicting emotions. On one hand I'm terrified, and just want to curl up somewhere and cry. The other though, is pure rage that begs me to do something stupid...
  9. J

    Cant stop panicking

    I heard some domestic abuse a few houses away. Not sure which. The screaming has me in a panic. My head is replaying it in my head and I can't get calm. What should I do?
  10. J

    I hate people so much

    Thank you for the advice.
  11. J

    So nervous right now, leaving controlling parent

    I will thank you. Just having a door with a lock on it has helped me sleep better.
  12. J

    So nervous right now, leaving controlling parent

    I slept in today trying to avoid the talk. She came into my room, and said she wasn't exactly happy about it. Though she said she understands I need to live my own life. Blew me away. Probably the first time she's ever been understanding. Not what I was expecting at all, but was a pleasant...
  13. J

    So nervous right now, leaving controlling parent

    Thank you. Reading that helps a lot. I'm hoping things go smoothly, but I think I'm ready if it gos bad.
  14. J

    So nervous right now, leaving controlling parent

    I got set up with a couple of friends. Already paid rent. My stuff is packed and ready to go. I'm still here though for a day or two.
Back
Top