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No solutions Jun 13, 2018
Saw my abuser today from a distance. I hate living in the same area. Can't wait till I have enough money to move.
That's horrible! I fear the same thing happening, because I still live in the same area as mine too. Hope you're doing okay.
Thank you. I have been holed up in my home ever since, trying to recover.
Ugh, that has happened to me with multiple abusers. So disturbing
Cheering you on from afar (you too @Sweetleaf )
For some reason, I'd rather have bad character than have D.I.D.
Got both, which of those are we trading again? :)
doesn't understand why its so hard to admit and accept that I have 'alters', even when its so blaringly obvious
is alive today
just learned that skin-to-grass contact is super soothing!
:D Happy you found something.
Does anyone else sometimes feel like others being kind to you is "wrong" and others rejecting you is "the right way"?
I do. I feel very undeserving of kindness most of the time.
Absolutely... I try to remind myself that if I wound treat them that way, then I deserve that. It's still hard though, but I've noticed lots of people (even without PTSD) mention this, so don't worry
is living my truth--I was abused as a kid
PTSD + OCD = living heck (keeping it clean, here)
hate when the parts sabotage me and screw up my efforts to make things better
working on not making my happiness conditional
is hoping God can fix this mess that I am