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    My Crazy Thoughts

    I changed my mind.
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    Poems About Suicidal Idealization

    hey nerdyhippe (love the name!) as a writer, and artist, I would like to give you some constructive criticism on your writing. Firstly, I would like to say, all your poems are very personal, deep, and raw. You spill out your guts in these, and I very much appreciated the emotion you put into...
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    No-Suicide Contracts

    I think it can be one of the many useful tools to help those in such situations. I personally have made a couple verbal "contracts". One with my boyfriend, and one with my doctor. I personally think it helps you think about someone else other than just yourself for a moment... "come back to...
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    Poll What Is The Workplace Really Like For Employees With PTSD?

    It was a very hard choice to disclose the nature of my illness to my employer. My immediate co workers, most of them, empathized and tried their best to help me. My supervisor was the best, but I think only because we became very good friends as co workers before she became my supervisor. She...
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    My Crazy Thoughts

    I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I must be crazy! For real...lol. I certainly feel it! Missed my doctors appointment this week..they made it for 8am (wtf was i thinking, I should of have known better) and I totally slept in! Now I wont be able to see him for another week...
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    General Things To Know When Dealing With PTSD (As a Carer)

    I am definitely going to share this with my carer. Thank you for putting it into words, Liz H. Very appreciated. Thank you Generally for this thread. A Great resource!
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    My Crazy Thoughts

    Thanks for sharing more of your stories James. Personally, I have tried my best to cut out the negatives. That included leaving my workplace, as hard as it was. That pretty much meant my lively hood. It's hard. No more benefits. No more funny co workers to take my mind off the everyday...
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    About To Be Fired?

    is it possible for you to go on short term medical leave perhaps? It's like unemployment benefits, but if you can go to a doctor or psychiatrist and talk to them about your situation they could provide a note for you to take time off... I don't know if you can do that in the States. Here in...
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    Feeling as if shrinking?

    Kers thanks for replying. I guess that is another good way to describe it. Like a camera lense... good one. Usually when I get this, I am frustrated. Sometimes I have trouble achieving an O, so I am concentrating really hard usually. When I am walking and this happens, I am usually in...
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    Feeling as if shrinking?

    No its not the same feeling as that (maybe) Jadebear. Like, I LITERALLY feel small! My perception doesn't change but i PHYSICALLY FEEL me shrinking... strange to say the least, and hard to explain. Maybe I guess it's like I am sinking 'till I feel like a midget (no offense). I dunno how to...
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    Feeling as if shrinking?

    I am not sure if this is a hallucination or not, and am NOT looking for a diagnosis or anything but was just wondering if anyone else has ever had the sensation of feeling yourself physically shrink? Sometimes, usually when I am having sex or masturbating, and before I fall a sleep, and...
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    Trauma In The Womb

    interesting Very interesting. I have a memory of my mother being t-boned by a 18 Wheeler at an intersection... I described everything to her but apparently she was 7 months pregnant when that happened, but no one got hurt or injured other than bumps and bruises and some cuts from broken glass...
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    Tired Of Faking "Normal" For The Benefit Of Everyone Else

    Firstly, welcome to the community. I wanna say your title grabbed my attention off the bat. That describes me to a "t". Then I read you got into a car accident, and everyone thinks you should be over it after only 1.5 weeks? wow. story of my life right there...lol. I am 2 years post being rear...
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    My Crazy Thoughts

    Ok so I told my doc about my mood swings. Sometimes I feel absolutely great (especially since i started coming off the meds) but then within minutes (especially from a trigger) I get major depressed and all irritable and anxious again. My bf has been telling my his has been going on for a while...
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    My Crazy Thoughts

    bad day damn what a day I had. It was pretty ok then went to shit hitting the fan pretty quick. I went to see my doc/counselor today...waited 2 hours to see him (he was overbooked, he was supposed to be off the week but decided to get the people who needed to see him most so he came in...
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