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Just to clarify, I am not a Trump supporter. I did not vote in the first election because both of them scared me. With that being said...

As someone who grew up under dictatorship and, defected right about when I reached the legal age, let me tell you something. First and...

Sorry to hear all of this is still going on for you. Having therapy shouldn't be this complicated.

Sorry it's been so long and I'm here being needy again I have sent some emails to T to keep her updated on what's going on with me and...

If the ONLY reason to stay is that other people have left her? Leave. ((to be clear, I’m not telling you to leave, full stop. There may...

My stress cup is shrinking. I don't know how I'd be managing if I wasn't working (at a veterinary clinic). But I've been seeing a really...

Any sufferers cup overflowing during Covid is quite honestly perfectly normal and acceptable. Many without PTSD are currently...

It’s normal life I have problems with... not crisis life. (I was surprised to see this hadn’t been answered, yet. Hopefully this will...

I did something hard and went with my gut and not what T or some others and suggested and canceled T for Christmas eve. And I think it...

This is the very worst time of year for me. And I used to feel so much of the feelings you do. I finally cut contact with my bio-family...

As always the critters that share my life with me. And the critters who pass through the clinic And my coworkers And the winter solstice...

I will give a better reply when I can think a bit better. The last couple days have ground me down. Right now, all I want is to not have...

Well, to be fair, there's been some *brief* slips since then. Nothing like what happened a year ago. And yes, I get expressing concern...

ok, I just need to suck it up. accept what's happening. fine /// @Sideways I guess I should have asked. Was the issues with your T...

So yeah, maybe I'm just distorting everything and lying to myself. The thing is what she is holding on to and traumatized about is from...

Yesterday I had the psych nurse appointment. That went well. Then talked to T. Not in a good place today. Don't know how much of that is...

I think, from my experience, I need consistency to trust. Kids who grow up in inconsistent homes have issues trusting because things...

So, T and I have been talking some via phone. We are going to talk tonight and then decide if we keep the 24th. @TruthSeeker...

It doesn't have to be a for sure see her again, or never see her again. There can be a less black and white path forward worth...

To be honest? I’d challenge whether or not it’s actually a mess. Instead of suddenly quite clear. As it sounds like the 2 of you are on...

wasn't done

I guess a bit, but not a lot helpful with that of late. Part of that is because I haven't seen her much. Part of that is because of the...

What I read in your message is that your therapist is triggering to you because she can't meet your needs. Sounds like the voice (s) of...

@Muttly Have you talked to each insider to understand their opinions? I have found that when I feel in conflict with my T, it doesn’t...