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    Sufferer Looking to connect

    Thanks
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    Sufferer Looking to connect

    Thanks How are you doing ?
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    Sufferer Looking to connect

    Hello everyone! It is a while since I was on the forum . I have cptsd and ptsd related to hospitals . Missed talking with you guys so thought I would have a catch up xx
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    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    when you start zoning out again after spending years of therapy working on stopping dissociating . ( we don't celebrate 4th July ) but have other forced day celebrations which I find difficult sometimes xx
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    opportunist
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    Messages therapist drunk

    hi Therapists in my experience are the most understanding and most non judgemental people on the planet (or should be ) If you had lots of sessions already with the T then they will know you and your issues and understand. They probably will be just concerned about you. I have often really...
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    Medical retriggered after an operation in hospital.

    Thanks joeylittle a diary might be a good idea on here how confidential is it though? I have contacted the therapist who helped initially and yes I agree I think treating it as a separate event is a good plan. Thank you ??
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    Medical retriggered after an operation in hospital.

    Hi Therapy I had was trauma focused CBt and EMDR these did not work though for me .it was Mindfullness cognitive behavioural therapy with a twist of emdr which worked immediately last time . The thoughts were irrational totally this time in hospital everyone was so understanding and helpful...
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    Medical retriggered after an operation in hospital.

    hi I have ptsd related to anything hospital related. I thought I had my ptsd under control pretty much. however I had to have an operation in hospital which was unavoidable. I was terrified when at hospital and now I just keep reliving what happened over and over again. My ptsd has come back...
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    Derealisation and depersonalisation today and over months , mother daughter sexual abuse ,

    My mother was covert narcissist, I was enmeshed with her , I was her scapegoat, my brother her golden child. It is the dark eyes and the varying looks and yes wicked grin. I was not given permission to have any emotions especially crying. Accept back if you will accept. Mine was only physically...
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    Capital letter
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    The Small Things In Life. What Makes You Happy?

    Oh that sounds so good ! Can I come too xx Oh Albatross the daffodils are coming up, the birds are starting to sing , spring ? No this weekend -8 . Spring will be soon and I can’t wait # binoculars watch the birds xx
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    5 Things I'm Thinking Today

    1) totally freaked out 2) dissociation to the highest degree 3 ) everything explains itself now 4 ) It has only taken 49 years to realise it 5 ) need to breath and be present in this moment ( safe from harm )
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    Derealisation and depersonalisation today and over months , mother daughter sexual abuse ,

    Thank you so much . I will do this and welcome here to this amazing forum xx
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    Tips for coping when overly sensitive due to lack of sleep.

    Usually feel even more dissociative when sleep deprived. Sorry you feel sad many hugs xx
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