SeekingAfrica

Some days I really don't know how to exist. Everything is just so painful. I hope tomorrow gets better.

Doing a full work day while having the flue. I feel like a zombie.

I'm so anxious today, I do one thing and then hyperventilate and then again...I want to wake up in few weeks

I'm in so much pain today. I got through something really hard and I did great- just to wake up to a LOT of new problems. I'm exhausted

Something brought the past tonight and everything is moving far from me. I can't even write about it. I feel weak

I may have potentially gotten some work project. There might be hope for this month finally being different. Scared to hope, but I'm trying

Want to hide under a blanket until things settle...but I won't. This is my life and I'm not giving up so easily.

When you're too nervous and you keep postponing starting your day with 3 hours...Not pretty ...Gotta count to 5 and start something...

A bit more active today. That feels like a win, considering how bad I was. More and more worried about all the time I lost though.

Haven't been this low in a while. Did an hour of zumba though and I'm starting to feel tiny bit more like a functional human again

full meltdown mode

I'm trying to get back on my feet, and now friend is in chronic pain. This week is so overwhelming. How do I take care of us both?