SunsetDawn83

Hey...I'm sorry you're going through this right now. 3 weeks is good. I remember waiting for my first session. I had to keep myself busy...

I don't want to be here anymore but I dont want to harm myself. In so tired of being abused all my 30+ years. I don't have any family...

i'm a bit mystified why you would tell mum, at all. if you were able to schedule your own appointment, this part of your healing journey...

Can you tell her that you're not able to discuss it at this time? I never discuss therapy with anyone, except in generalities, it is...

So, my first appointment is in 4 weeks. Kinda nervous but also kinda happy. It's a matter of now of what to tell my mum (aka my abuser)...

I've no idea where to post this so I'll do it here. Is it classed as financial abuse if I'm not allowed access to my money when I want...

I hope it's okay I'm commenting...I cry watching all those movies. Wanting beautiful love is nothing to feel stupid about. But...

I feel such an idiot and like a child for wanting a happy ever after in films/tv shows.

Dear diary, please don't laugh at me for what I'm about to say, I don't understand it myself. But when I watch a romance film or tv...

As others have said - anhedonia is a symptom, most commonly identified in depression - but depression is easily recognized as a symptom...

I don't know if this is the right place for this question. But do I need to be medically diagnosed with anhedonia or is it something I...

Yeah, I mean I see all these eloquent everywhere, an even at 38 I have to google the words to see what it means. I don't know how the...

try not to worry about this please. the Mods take good care of keeping the site clean. I've messed up a few things. are there other...

The diary part is the only place I know in posting in the right place. But I do try.

Dear diary, I don't feel smart or clever enough to use this site. I feel so stupid when I post in the wrong forums. 💔💔

Dear diary, saying I'm ok when I'm not is easier than explaining all the reasons I'm not ok. I cant explain the reasons why I'm not ok...

hey Sunset...just a reminder to never give up! Im sorry about your situation...here for you.

Dear diary, On the "good" days which are few are far between I feel like I can do anything but In "bad"days like these I feel so...

Dear diary, I don't feel anything, I'm feeling so emotionless and everything I do feel is on autopilot. I feel so empty inside, I've my...