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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 28, 2021 It’s the end of the month; and while most folks are figuring which bills are due, I’m trying to dump two decades...
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    I notice I do it when I’m having an emotional flashback and when I get home. Today, I know I’ll be clenching when I get home b/c I...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 23, 2021 If my anxiety wasn’t high enough, I’m now waiting at the animal ER and I have to be at work by 11:00 😬
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 18, 2021 “The arms that held and rocked the babe also killed whatever good was left in me.” I started rewriting my traumatic...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 17, 2021 Received some bad news this morning; my brother’s girlfriend passed away. She was barely in her 40’s. She struggled...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 16, 2021 Fully experienced Depersonalization this afternoon. I assume it’s been happening for some time but never paid...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 14, 2021 Gaslighting? I’m so used to getting upset and my husband walking away that I’m not sure if his reaction was...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 14, 2021 How much more am I gonna be able to take before I give up? Yesterday, I picked up a few things for dinner. I sent a...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 13, 2021 I’m awake and angry. I realize fully now why I try so hard to get others to like me - my mom never let me know I was...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 12, 2021 Yesterday on my way home from taking my husband to work, I saw something green fall out of the sky. I thought it was...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 9, 2021 On my drive home from work yesterday, I had an emotional flashback of the stabbing kind - neither of my parents truly...
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    February 8, 2021 I was at my mom’s yesterday, and we were talking about some of the friends I had in high school. She made this...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    February 7, 2021 Feeling sad today. Realizing I’m not important unless I can: empathize, sympathize or provide a service weighs heavy...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 30, 2021 Major meltdown last night, and like a slot machine, my husband showed some affection only to hammer on my failure this...
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    Thank you for the feedback. T suggested I get back on meds; I’m hoping that may help 😊
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 29, 2021 I’ve come to the realization that all but one of the men in my life are misogynists and think women are worthless and...
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    Ooh, I hadn’t thought of that. I’ll give it a try 😊
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    Oh yeah. Just like how "tremor" was listed as a possible side effect for pretty much every med I was prescribed for essential tremor. 🙄
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    Snow is beautiful
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    WonderWriter reacted to SaharaSon's post in the thread Write a happy story in 3 words with Like Like.
    Run.....Forest.......Run!
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    Thank you, All. After reading the comments, it may be a combination of PTSD and Adderall - mostly the Adderall I bet 😞 But, I notice...
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    I constantly catch myself clenching my teeth. Does anyone else do this, or is it just another quirk I’m beginning to notice?
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 23, 2021 Is it so wrong to want what every, living being wants: to love and be loved? Is it so wrong to expect my husband to...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 23, 2021 I’ve driven past three of the places I’d been traumatized. One of them I was forced to take pictures of because a...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 22, 2021 My thoughts tonight have drifted back to June 12, 2019. I am at the courthouse waiting to appear before the Probate...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 22, 2021 So, I had the last couple days off and decided to take in some cinematic drama. First up: “When Love is Not Enough...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 17, 2021 I’ve been on vacation and reflecting. I realize that I have a lot more work to do than I once thought. Slowly, I...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 13, 2021 Awake again at 2:30 am. I had a dream, but unlike Billie Eilish, it wasn’t anything I wanted, it was a dead-a**...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 12, 2020 I’ve finally exposed the elephant in the room. No more will I allow the puppetry to continue. I see it for what it...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    I feel like a piece of bubble gum stuck on cement. You scrape me off, and I’m still bubble gum, but if you chew me I’m poison. 😢😭
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    My T asked me to make a list of things that trigger me so we can try and figure out what specific events they might relate to. For...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 11, 2020 I’m learning the hard way what emotional abuse looks and feels like. I’ve been subjected to it my entire life, but...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 10, 2020 What do I have to do have peace when I ask for it?! Today is the first day of my vacation. All I asked was to let me...
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    I’m so sorry for your loss and what you’ve endured. I hope you are able to gain some peace and happiness. 🤗 hugs
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    Thank you for this. I know I struggle with shame for things I’ve experienced and things I’ve done and do currently whenever I’m...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    Monster I am no princess I must confess I’m a monster In a prom dress I lurk in shadows High and low I can hide In plain site You’d...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 9, 2021 I may have been sewn from the same cloth, and I may have been biologically born the same as most people but the end...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 3, 2021 I’m feeling pretty good today. I actually felt some heartfelt empathy from my husband last night. I think he’s...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    Sorry for my outburst, but I did a favor for a family member and I feel he thinks he has the right to abuse me because he paid me to...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 2, 2021 NO MORE! I have been the “nice guy” far too long. I’m not their personal secretary! Stop calling me 20 times a day...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    January 1, 2021 During my last T visit, I was assigned the task of writing about a safe place or object. I’ve always dreamed of being...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    December 29, 2020 Im not sure if he lacks empathy, or the idea of psychology and the way abuse/neglect effects the brain is beyond his...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    December 28, 2020 Looking forward to seeing my T on Wednesday, but dreading it at the same time. I know it’s going to be an...
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    Not insensitive at all. Thank you for the insight. I wanted to think positive even though I’m dealing with trauma and abuse past and...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    December 27, 2020 Progression and regression in the same day? My mom and I discussed at length the fact that I never felt safe growing...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    December 26, 2020 I hoped I’d get through Christmas without an episode, but alas, my hypersensitivity kicked in! I’m aware now that my...
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    WonderWriter posted the thread Happy Holidays in Social.
    I hope everyone has blessed holidays, and a wonderful new year 🤗
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    @ms spock you as well
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread One Trauma at a Time.
    December 23, 2020 Mamet with my therapist this morning. We discussed many things from the past, and she feels I’m progressing well...
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    WonderWriter replied to the thread Group Hug.
    I’m making progress. Thank you for asking. Still processing things and suddenly remembering others, but I’ve been sleeping a bit better.
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