Bristol
MyPTSD Pro
This is going to be a strange post, i think im thinking out loud but my T and i are working on my relationship with my first ab*ser. Theres some stockholm syndrome there which i understand complicates things but im just wondering how anyone else worked it out or any tips on how i can work it through? It feels like such a massive complicated mess. I know i was a child, T tells me it was all wrong but my heart still, sort of, misses him, classes him as one of the people who abandoned me despite the fact i know it was a good thing he left, classes him as a relationship despite the fact i was 4 when it started. See even im not sure where im going with this!
I just desperately want to make some progress on this but it's all flying around wildly and then i give up engaging with it and avoid it all i possibly can which is getting me no where either
I just desperately want to make some progress on this but it's all flying around wildly and then i give up engaging with it and avoid it all i possibly can which is getting me no where either