Vulnerable. Scared. At the mercy of professionals. I want to scream and beg but no sound escapes because no one responds well to that. I am not a drama queen. I overcame so much for you faced so many fears head on changed life, dreams perceptions till all of me is a part of you yet you too silence me, underestimate the pain Trust unquestioningly them who are putting my life at risk as if your always one to bow for authority so why throw me to the lions. I love you but I am in more danger than you realise and you are contributing to my forced silence and that breaks another piece of my heart husband.