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Afraid
I stopped seeing my T, cuz i lost my job.
I want to see him soon, but hes all booked up.
In the past, i have asked for an appt. N hes always made space in his schedule by coming early.
Everytime i have asked, i ve apologized for such a request and said it wont happen again.
And then i request again.
I am afraid what if he says no this time.
Or even if he says yes, i feel terrible that i dont make appts in advance and ask for last minute one.
I want to see him soon, but hes all booked up.
In the past, i have asked for an appt. N hes always made space in his schedule by coming early.
Everytime i have asked, i ve apologized for such a request and said it wont happen again.
And then i request again.
I am afraid what if he says no this time.
Or even if he says yes, i feel terrible that i dont make appts in advance and ask for last minute one.