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The journey begins ... or continues ... articulating the rollercoaster that is my life

Argh, all that rage, and all that pain. I probably cannot imagine the amount of frustration you are feeling right know because you have suffered from this illness way longer than I had to yet, and I already am very tired of it. Wish I could make you some tea, cook you some good food and give you one big hug to comfort the little one in you.
I am very angry at your mother for leaving you alone in this after you courageously opened up about feeling like she doesn't care about you, her child. How can she not answer this cry for help. You are in a hospital. You are being treated for something she is partly responsible for. She is not in any way acknowledging the horror you are feeling right now. This must be so very painful. I want to pick little mums up from the floor where she is grieving and tell her its going to be okay.
Please don't feel alone in this. We are here and we understand.
 
How can she not answer this cry for help. You are in a hospital. You are being treated for something she is partly responsible for. She is not in any way acknowledging the horror you are feeling right now. This must be so very painful. I want to pick little mums up from the floor where she is grieving and tell her its going to be okay.
This!!! This!!! 1000 times this!
 
You are being treated for something she is partly responsible for.
^^^^This.

I'm so so sorry. Trauma™ - the gift that keeps on giving.

Although... I'm kinda glad you're angry about this rather than resigned or desperate. Can anyone at the hospital help you with housing?

And... your mum is a bloody nightmare. I'm so proud of you not being like that with your own kids.

Much love and support.
 
❤️:hug: (((Sweet Mums))):hug:❤️
I am sending you my love and prayers while you are working SO HARD on your healing! REALLY happy to read that your Honey is making progress on clearing things out!!!:tup:

I am getting caught up on your Diary cuz I have been stuck...really stuck. But reading about your journey gives me SO much hope! If YOU can do what YOU are doing then I can find that strength in ME! THANK YOU for being an inspiration to my heart!!!

(((BIG hugs to "little Mums"))) YOU ROCK (even though you don't know it) :hug::inlove::hug:
 
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