Hi, I stumbled upon this by accident but it seems like a great resource. I would love to connect with other survivors of childhood trauma because I don't really have a frame of reference for what's normal. I am very young, I just turned 19, and I'm trying evaluate the direction of my life but I feel like I'm regressing and I have no one who can understand me. I have not had therapy, and I have good friends but there's only so much I'm willing to burden them with. The only other person I really know who's gone through something similar is my abuser, so the feelings and symtopms(?) I have feel very daunting and isolating. I feel gross.