Forgetful Dan
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Has anyone had this.?
I have a series of memories that are horrible beyond belief.
I should have gone for help at the time, but the perpetrator was drugging me with something akin to - I SUSPECT - a date rape drug.
This happened more than once, though I was not raped.
After the drugging, I could not hold the memories for more than a few seconds.
A trigger, or something related, might bring it back - NOT ALWAYS - but then it was gone after a few seconds, including memory of the trigger.
IT WAS GONE ... NO MEMORY AT ALL ... except the suspicion that something might be in my past. But I could not blast the memories out.
Then a very short time ago, over two decades later, the memories are coming back.
Has anyone had this experience?
I have a series of memories that are horrible beyond belief.
I should have gone for help at the time, but the perpetrator was drugging me with something akin to - I SUSPECT - a date rape drug.
This happened more than once, though I was not raped.
After the drugging, I could not hold the memories for more than a few seconds.
A trigger, or something related, might bring it back - NOT ALWAYS - but then it was gone after a few seconds, including memory of the trigger.
IT WAS GONE ... NO MEMORY AT ALL ... except the suspicion that something might be in my past. But I could not blast the memories out.
Then a very short time ago, over two decades later, the memories are coming back.
Has anyone had this experience?