Hi I'm Jace and I'm new here. Diagnosed with PTSD from one event and CPTSD from childhood abuse. I have PTSD from a traumatic car accident. The childhood abuse I am trying to face that trauma and move on. But, since I have started facing that trauma now I have uncontrollable fear and anxiety. I have my own home now and I am safe, but everyday I live in fear that I'll lose my job and not have money for rent. Then, I'll have to move back in with my abuser. The control she had when I was under her house was really scary. She used the threat of homelessness to get me to act however she wanted to. Now I know of shelters and know I have a chance to survive without her. But, it still scares me everyday. I live with constant guilt and thoughts of self hatred. I feel as though I will never be enough for anyone, let alone myself.
Anxiety, PTSD, CPTSD, Bipolar I & Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety, PTSD, CPTSD, Bipolar I & Major Depressive Disorder