I was sexually abused a lot of times from my father
A lot of times it’s popping in my brain
At young age I had fantasies of people like teachers in my class abusing me sexually and doing the same thing that my father did.
At young age after the the abuse stopped I stated touching myself and positioning myself like I am getting f*cked by him.
At young age I also touched classmates private areas and trying to like redoing the things that happened
Now I know more how to control myself
But still have the memories and in my private time re doing the trauma on myself.
Do you think I suffer from cptsd?
**And also why do you think
I want to learn why I doing this things plz?
A lot of times it’s popping in my brain
At young age I had fantasies of people like teachers in my class abusing me sexually and doing the same thing that my father did.
At young age after the the abuse stopped I stated touching myself and positioning myself like I am getting f*cked by him.
At young age I also touched classmates private areas and trying to like redoing the things that happened
Now I know more how to control myself
But still have the memories and in my private time re doing the trauma on myself.
Do you think I suffer from cptsd?
**And also why do you think
I want to learn why I doing this things plz?
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