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This may sound weird, I know I'm currently feeling simultaneously very present in the world (it's like I explore everything) -- and then there's this little part inside who feels invaded by his surroundings. Plus a ton of anxiety, especially agoraphobia. I've read somewhere that it's a depersonification/derealization thing. I connect it to weak boundaries, for my youngest part. I'm not psychotic. And it's not at all as bad as 5 years ago, where I literally felt like the outer world moved into my inner world. Now it's more like a faint sensation, along with a different feeling of being very interested in just about everything around me
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?