Hi. My cousin who was my best friend was recently abducted and brutally murdered. The weekend she was missing was obviously terrible. Every time the police came to the house where our family was waiting for news, it got worse. 3 days after she went missing, they found her body. While I did not see her abduction or witness any part of her murder, I still feel haunted by what we now know happened to her. Could I have ptsd from this? I feel very irritable (not like me), and I am having dreams about people I know (strangely, not my cousin) being murdered. I was 35 weeks pregnant when she was killed and now have a newborn, so sleep is not really great for multiple reasons. I found this board and thought I would see what you thought. Thanks in advance for any advice. I’m just not sure how to move forward, and we are going to have a trial (thankfully they caught my cousin’s killer).