Hi I'm new here I'm 31 and newish to my cptsd diagnosis as well. I have developmental trauma from a young age that caused me disassociated amnesia most of my childhood and even after into my adult life I was still being traumatized by people from my former jobs and places I lived. I have disabilies and rely upon my mom for financial support , but my parents are still abusive to me to this very day. I have disassociate shutdowns caused by my parents screaming at me and sometimes during my flashbacks as well. My flashbacks are mostly auditory and emotional but sometimes full visual. It's causing me so much stress I'm crying all the time and can bearly function.