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Cerridwen again
Today social media did a '9 years ago today' post. The photo was of me accepting a scholarship at an award ceremony. Before I was raped, I was "friends" with the person who assaulted me. I reposted the photo, and later I sat there trying to remember who took that photo....My own family was very alcoholic and neglectful and abusive in their own way....Anyways I realized he had taken it and it was the only photo I had of myself receiving an award for studying astrophysics. As mentioned earlier in the post, this was 9 years ago but for some reason this realization hit heavy and unexpected and I don't really know who else to share it with and so I am sharing it here. But for some reason in just made me extremely sad.