I am so glad that you have your supporter, I hope I can find one, too. My friends used be my supporter as well, but I find that my business still have some negative influence to them, I am not dare to share bad news to my friend in a long turn, for afraid of lost my friends.
That's right, sometime I just feel "LOVE" and "HATE" at the same time, which final remains deep sadness. It makes me feeling split. I don't know what i really feel to them. And sometime I just hurt them by words also, the feeling is terrible.
Even though i am an adult and live far from my parents, they make me very nervous and confuse about my life goal. The memory of childhood always come back to me, they abuse and beat me.
I have my dream, however they think i can't get it and my dream just a day dream. Every date with my mom, she...