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    Damaged

    I feel like I am no longer very womanly. I feel absolutely lost. Like I wont recover. I have lost what I feel is part of being a woman. I can't return, ressurect. I'm not sure how to find myself again. I don't know where to start.
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    Not Wanting To Be Around People

    I don't want to be around people. They upset me but it is not their fault. Their lives seem so petty. So easy going. I feel anger because I wish I had such small things to worry about. I am unable to keep a measured response to others. I feel apart from other people. They are unaware of how ugly...
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    I Am A New Member

    ty. It's nice to meet you all.
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    How Can You Improve The Tolerance To Touch?

    How have any of you dealt with trying to tell people or explain?? I struggle so much with it. It is very seldom I let anyone in my circle, a hug is ok if it is the right person...but otherwise I get completely bent. I try to warn people. Maybe I am doing it the wrong way. If someone touches me I...
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    Sexual Assault Mitzi's Story

    I have c-ptsd and use EMDR. I started out from childhood where I have a whole other terrible story. I've worked my way up to current issues and it has really helped me to put the abuse in perspective. I am better functioning, more able to feel. I'd recommend it, but everyone has their own path...
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    Sexual Assault Only Part Of The Story

    I was married to my husband for a number of years without issue. Even today I am confused as to why he wanted to hurt me. There were many things he was doing wrong that I did not know about. Looking back, I guess that is why. Maybe he simply grew to hate me, maybe it was both. I was afraid of...
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    Sexually Assualted By Partner

    Thank you.
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    Distancing Yourself From Family & Friends. Anyone Else Do This? Why?

    I find myself isolating. I do talk to people online, I found that to be a good comprimise. I can talk when I want to. I can turn off chat or turn it on. I can get out of answering questions about the abuse easier. When people call me or try to come over I discourage it. I have more control...
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    I Found Out About This Forum From The Ptsd Forum.

    I think the more you talk about your experiences the less you would doubt them. I'm new here too. It's hard to share but if we can help each other it is worth it.
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    Sexually Assualted By Partner

    I'm new here. I found this site through the PTSD forum. I have cptsd or rr-ptsd. I use EMDR for therapy. I was abused by my husband multiple times over a period of 3 years. I feel very isolated. I need to build some support from people who understand. I'm smart, artistic but lack common sense. I...
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    I Am A New Member

    Just so you all know, I am new here. If I mess up, tell me nicely, thank you. I have cptsd or rr-ptsd as some like to call it. I was hostage to my huband's violence for nearly 3 years. I survived only to find that I haven't really survived at all. I am trapped in ptsd and relive thing over and...
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    Hypervigilence

    Just so you all know, I am new here. If I mess up, tell me nicely, thank you. I have cptsd or rr-ptsd as some like to call it. I was hostage to my huband's violence for nearly 3 years. I survived only to find that I haven't really survived at all. I am trapped in ptsd and relive thing over and...
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    I Am A New Member

    Hello, I am a new member here. I have cptsd related to domestic violence and sexual assault. I'm here looking for support and information to deal with my illness. It's nice to meet you all. ~LadyLazarus
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