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    Losing The Faith

    Thank you katz for your words. I really want to thank everyone who has responded to this thread. I am taking to heart all the good vibes, and coping right now.
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    Losing The Faith

    I've had years of therapy.
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    Death No Other Grief Like It

    I had a younger aunt that was like a sister to me. My sophomore year in college I even took her on Spring Break with me. When I moved out of state, when I would come home to visit, I didn’t stay at my parents, I would stay at her house. We were close! Then it all was gone. I got a call from...
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    Losing The Faith

    @Junebug right now I just want some relief really. Just a break from everything crashing in would be nice.
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    Losing The Faith

    You know @Junebug I unfortunately see it as, if there isn't "for a greater purpose" or "live to please God" if that isn't there, then I say, "I don't want to live anymore!" I hate life. And no I do not have a supportive family. It comes into my job description to hold my family together, when...
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    Losing The Faith

    I am currently in this period of just being really lost, and doubting God's purpose. Five years ago, I tried to commit suicide (for the 10th time), and actually died. But I was revived and then on life support for 2 weeks. Then - I woke up. I had no white light experience or anything. I first...
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    Advice On Going Back To Work

    For the appeal, no I did not have an attorney. Because if I won I would not get a big settlement or anything, that meant I would of had to pay for an attorney, and I didn't have the money.
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    Charlie Brown
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    Advice On Going Back To Work

    Well Hodge, you know how the government is, they decided to reevaluate me and had their own Dr. do a 15 minute "examination" of me. It was more like a IQ test. I have mental problems but I am not a dummy. I have a BA from a university. So when their Dr. gave me his exam, he literally asked...
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    California
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    Advice On Going Back To Work

    I have the opposite happening to me right now. I was on disability for 4 1/2 years because of my depression and PTSD. SS decided I was better, even though all my doctors disagreed. They dropped me from disability and to survive, I have had to get a job. I haven't worked in 4 1/2 years, and I...
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    mountains
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