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    Vomiting from oral rape memories

    Probably I’ll ask my doc
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    Vomiting from oral rape memories

    It was awful I didn’t throw up until afterwards though. Then I had emdr and hour afterwards and I threw up in her office three times. I still feel very sick and my brains playing tricks on me telling me I’m not safe. When logically I know I am
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    Vomiting from oral rape memories

    Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment. And I’m scared that the vulnerable position I will be in. Will trigger memories of being rapped. And whenever that happens I usually end up being sick/throwing up. I really don’t want to throw up at the dentist but it seems inevitable. Especially sense I’m...
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    Trauma nightmares causing bed wetting in adulthood, is this normal?

    Update, it’s happened multiple times in the past week. I’ve resorted to adult diapers. They help with the mess. But I’m still so embarrassed about it all. Thank you for your kind words everybody
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    Vomiting during trauma work in therapy

    Usually there’s nothing I can do other than allow myself to throw up. I had a terrible bought of sickness last night after having a tactile rape flashback. Where my body felt like it was happening again.
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    I’m scared about my next session - decided to report abuser/rapist

    i Have decided to report my abuser/ rapist with the help of my therapist during our next session. I’m scared I won’t be able to do it. That I’ll throw up in session again. Or I’ll dissociate. I’m scared most of all that reporting him will somehow make everything worse. Idk what to do about these...
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    Avoiding physical intimacy since realizations

    Your not alone. I’ve had my own trauma with sexual abuse and I’ve been avoiding intimacy ever since . ?
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    Vomiting during trauma work in therapy

    This has been happening for years. And I’ve never met anybody else this happens to. When I was young like ten. I was molested And rapped by my childhood friends father. And recanting the memories often makes me feel sick. The memories of the rape just re surfaced. And I went over it with my...
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    Trauma nightmares causing bed wetting in adulthood, is this normal?

    I’m no stranger to my body reacting physically to trauma. Just this week I threw up multiple times in my therapists office after recanting the stories of my childhood sexual abuse and rape. But last night something odd happened. I had a really vivid dream of being raped. And I woke up and I had...
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