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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Sorry if I have upset anyone Dear all, I am sorry if I have upset anyone. I had asked my nurse to let people know what had happened during my surgery as I had been requested to by people on this thread to keep people informed. I have my bandages off now so I can see and type my own posts...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Sorry about the font sorry about the font. I cut and pasted this into the forum I hope you can read this Robbes nurse
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Update of her surgery- eye sight has returned !! Many thanks for the messages overnight. Robbed had asked me to fill you in on her progress. She has had her bandages off this morning and she has got her eyesight back. It is abit blurry at present so she had asked me to type this for her...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Message from Robbed's nurse Dear all, I am writing this on Robbed's behalf. She has had surgery this afternoon to remove a blood clot and pressure on her brain which followed an assault last week. Please excuse me if I am not following any of this forum's rules. I have talked to Robbed about...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Its been a tough day today I have had a very wobbly day today. It started with being confronted with the police. this interview alone pressed all my buttons, but I did get through it. I wasn't able to make it to groups today but I am trying to not think that this is a failure and am trying to...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    There is hope Hi everyone, I have just slept for 3 hours straight first time since this happened. I feel so blessed that I have found this site and have received so many words or advice and encouragement. My T asked me yesterday what was different for me this time compared to the other traumas...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    At last I did it !! I spoke Today I finally spoke. I feel exhausted. My T was with me for 2 x 2 hour sessions. I think he didn't want me to revert to what I was before. I spoke, cried, dissociated and became full of self blame. At the end of the last session I could say: I didn't do...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    small steps of success ! rivergirl unfortunately I have a bad connection to stuffed toys and dolls. My mother use to make me take a doll when she sent me with dads friends. Last night the nusing staff said I cried most of the night in my sleep. Today I will speak there are things I need to...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Rivergirl I too am a care giver who feels very uncomfortable with the fact that someone will care for me. For me to even say that is a big step. I too like many others on this site have not had a nuturing childhood. ( victum of a pedifile ring rung by my father) It is amazing how the lack of...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Just an update Hi all, Thought I would update you on my day. My T spend 2 hours with me this morning. I spent the whole time in tears. Still unable to speak but my T said not to rush it that it will happen when I a ready. At least I have been able to cry. One thing I found hard to understand...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    thanks for reminding me. I have done alot of imagery work and have found in the past that I can comfort myself by placing myself in the centre of a lotus flower and letting the petals fold around me to protect me from the world. It is amazing how you seem to know what I need to be reminded of...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Void apparently when I finally got to sleep I cried in my sleep. My T has told me he has put the police on hold at the moment until I am physically better. They have my phone and have traced who he is, I have not given them permission to go any further with this. I have had a bad experience with...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Thanks everyone, I finally got alittle sleep. To answer the question from void yes the bleed in my brain will reslove by itself and I don't have any odeama that they need to be concerned with. They think that the reason I am unsteady on my feet is that they have found a huge bruise on my hip (...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Void, Its 3.30am and I still cannot settle to sleep. I have had my cat scan on my head and I have had a small bleed behind my eye. Now the nursing staff have to check me every 30 minutes, I have to answer (type) questions to check my mental alertness. This is making it impossible to get any...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Thanks, I am in hospital now and I feel safer. I have been confronted by doctors, pathologist, and police all day. I feel exhausted. Still unable to speak but I am sure it will come back soon. I can't tell them or write down his name I feel like if I do that it becomes real. The police took my...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Thanks everyone for the advice I have emailed the Psy Hospital that I have been in when having exposure therapy. They are sending somone out to my house to talk to me and then take me back to the hospital until my therapist comes back ftom leave. ( in 2 days). I emailed this thread to them as I...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    I have not been able to speak since it happened. I messaged Anthony and he told me to talk to a rape cousellor but I cannot say anything. The meds they are giving me as a precaution are making me sick. He came back last night andparked outside my house for 3 hours I couldn't ring the police...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Void the doctor I saw said he couldn't give me sedation because I had been hit. I think I will have a black eye tomorrow. The dizziness is settling so long as I don't stand up too quickly. I know the signs of concussion and I will keep an look out for it. I have made a promise to my...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    Nic i have taken my own swabs, I can't face my work collegues tonight . I have rung my gynaecologist and he has examined me. He came to my house to allow me the privacy I need.I can be grateful I know him from my work place. I have nowhere to go tonight. It's 11.30pm and the night has just...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    I haven't gone to the police, I can't. My best friend have gone overseas and my T is away. I can't get clean !! Its happening all over again and I can''t do this again. Why did he think he had the right. He said he ring me when I have come to my senses. What did I do wrong? I have locked all...
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    When Will I Learn!! Help Me!!

    when will I be able to read other peoples emotions. I was feeling stronger and for the first time since my children left home (4 days ago) I allowed myself to be alone with a male in my house. I have know this person for 8 months and have never had a problem but today we decided to come around...
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    Do You Think It is Possible To Heal Without Support From Significant Other?

    I was seeing my therapist for 3 months before my T convinced me that her would understand my past. Unfortunately he didn't and left me. I had two boys 14 and 15. Things were hard for my boys as well as me. Once I had sat down with my boys and explained that I was the parent and they did not...
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    Medical Trauma in Infancy

    I was born 10 weeks premature and stayed in hospital for 5 months. During this time I was not allowed to come out of my incubator so physical contact was limited. I am sure that this has an impact on our developing brain. I spent from 4-10 being shared among a pedophile ring run by my father...
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    OBGYN Fear

    kmm what they do to see if there are any problems is that they gentle place a placebo penis inside you to see what the obstruction is. It sounds awful but it is not that bad when you know that it could be the answer to all your questions. If you are very nervous they can do this under a very...
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    OBGYN Fear

    Dear kmm, I am so sorry you have had such a bad experience with your childbirth. I too had a near death experience with bleeding and a 3rd degree tear which had to be surgically repaired. My advice to both you and your partner is it does hurt to recommence having intercourse. The medical...
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