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    Sufferer Hello, fng here… Police & Ministry. Dealing with death and misery.

    My wife told me today, she wants a divorce! I am truly lost without her and life just keeps getting worse!
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    Sufferer Hello, fng here… Police & Ministry. Dealing with death and misery.

    I go to work, come back to my temporary living place and watch movies. I have trust issues with people. Maybe it's my Law Enforcement background or maybe it's just ingrained in me from childhood, but if you have but one good friend in your life, you are rich!
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    Sufferer Hello, fng here… Police & Ministry. Dealing with death and misery.

    Things still suck for me...Being lonely and having nobody to share things with really blows!
  4. J

    Video games and other relaxing activities

    I have a few games I like, One is Air Fighter, especially with ear buds!
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    Sufferer Hello, fng here… Police & Ministry. Dealing with death and misery.

    I miss hugs the most... Loneliness is truly all it's cracked up to be! I am in the states, Penna to be exact, but these retreats are for vets, not cops and there are no other support groups around me. That's why I searched and found this forum. I have started to run again. I ran all the time...
  6. J

    Do you all go to sleep each night and pray that you just won't wake up anymore, as well?

    Thank you all. I just feel worthless and feel if I'd just die at least I'd have peace..
  7. J

    Sufferer New - Just Joined After My Search Engine Brought Me Here

    Welcome from another FNG..
  8. J

    Do you all go to sleep each night and pray that you just won't wake up anymore, as well?

    Do you all go to sleep each night and pray that you just won't wake up anymore? I spend each night praying that I just don't wake up anymore. I'm so tired of dealing with this each day and being separated from my family just makes the feelings more intense. As I've said, I don't believe in...
  9. J

    medical marijuana?

    My experience with Medical MJ is that it is similar to alcohol. It gives you a buzz, but the problems still exist after the buzz is gone and in my case I began to use more and more of it and became a couch potato and didn't want to do anything and if I did, I had to smoke up beforehand just to...
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    Sufferer Hello, fng here… Police & Ministry. Dealing with death and misery.

    Thank you all for your input. I am trying to overcome these things that haunt me and sometimes they get the best of me. I appreciate your reaching out and I look forward to getting to know you all as time goes on. There are no ptsd groups to talk about this stuff unless you're a veteran and go...
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    Sufferer Hello, fng here… Police & Ministry. Dealing with death and misery.

    I am a guy suffering from ptsd. I spent nearly 20 years as a police officer seeing terrible things and when I left that profession I did some other things and then felt I was called to ministry which I did for a few years and my ptsd came back from dealing with death and misery. I've also...
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