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Yes, I asked Anthony some questions some days ago. No no... I'm not taking it personally, I understand he has a lot to do and can't read every single reply. Just hoping I may get answer if I got him right.

Now I'm so ****ing mad at another ****head I came to think of !!! He was about 50, me 10. An insane man, a war victim got his anger on us children. An ape with issues ! He made me and the others do what he ordered, he didn't show any mercy. It was what he told that has to be done his way or we...

Why do I not get answers when I ask questions ?

I don't know how to write on this forum so that no one gets offended. I don't use to bitch and whine, but I must say that I've been offended too by many things already. The difference seems to be that most of them who writes here still are deep in their traumatic processes. I don't feel that...

Why doesn't he write here in this forum ?

Yes, it feels like another reality, the dreams are so vivid. I've had this kind of dreams for years now and it's really helping one to face different situations just as in real life. Ones body is reacting like in real, with smell, taste and so on. It's just that you don't get the sleep you...

First of all I'm not a combat sufferer and I can only say what I can find hard with some people or they who wants to be there for me. This is only one thought, that he might feel like you are pushing him emotionally. When people say those things it feels like one has to be on the same level...

I posted in wrong thread earlier when I thought I got reply from you in this one. I wrote that I've come over the mental abuse and forgiven my perpetrator(s). It begins with hate. How you then do to cross that anger is the question. In my case I had to understand their fears and story in their...

Well then I know you are from Scandinavia. Just temporary economical crisis *LOL* Wonder why !?

No, we know. They just want to put us in mental hospitals with straitjacket to calm down if we don't a) have the money or b) lick their ass. Am I right ?

Non military says hello from the land of the war lord :-P

I came to think about the progress I have made. Some of you may have read my thread about the bad treatment in therapy. That was half way from when I lost my self in "this something" (PTSD debut). It was about three years after I got "mad" and had all the symptoms that includes this and it's...

I have come over mental abuse and forgiven my abuser(s), if she only could accept it. Her own denial is now that is in the way, but I have done what I can to help my self. Yes, I think we need to grieve the fair treatment and love we never got to experience, so that we will be able to let go of...

Get him a basket of fruits he can throw. Make sure HE cleans it up. :-)

Wow, I think you feel like my carer as well as perpetrator does. I can't say if he has any control of him self or if he has ability feel selfish yet. But yes, one can feel bad not being able to carry the whole world. What I read is that you are only beginning to understand the stress PTSD is...

Hi That's the whole challange to let go of the past. It really hurst and I mean hurts, but it's a must to let this memories pass our hearts again even if we get panic attacks and nightmares. But you must not fear, then it get just worse. One has to be ready for it. It's hard to belive that when...

I was not that mad before you wrote that one. For me PTSD is NOT selfish in any way. It's an natural effect due to stress in abnormal proportions. Like the sufferer would not have the right to suffer. But I'm glad that I'm so much stronger today that your words didn't kill me here while I was...

I can't undo my stress spelling. Forgive me..

It can be anything. But when you have hard times you will lose sexual appetite as well. With PTSD you are busy with the psychological pain most of the time. It can also be depression only. It's not that strange at all.

The translator can be dangerous. It does find words little like it feels like. I wrote nothing about earth. I will not risk writing with the translator, it's useless to be honest. It's better if I write less and not when I'm stressed. I'm sure you understand me anyway even if English is not my...

:-D yeah....

This is a beautiful song for you boys and girls been in combat. I love the feeling in his song here, to have the courage to "tell about it". I like his soft voice. He sound for me have understood his destiny somehow. Sad and beautiful.

I think they want you to ask it here: http://www.ptsdforum.org/forums/56-Ask-The-Editors

"Look forward to chating with some people, especially other veterans who have combat related Ptsd and hopefully getting some help." I understand that. There seem to be some veterans here, also in the forum Anthony mentioned. I hope you get the help you are looking for. Good Luck T.J...

Well, here I am. Some say I should tell others how i FEEL. I don't like that idea of just jumping in to everything and get help without people knowing me. It scares me to be honest. When you have been mentally abused it is difficult to handle it and get help for it, in a place like this...