No, not really. I tried getting a therapist that specializes in EMDR but there aren’t many in my area. I’m trying to handle my trauma in doses and being as gentle as I possibly can. I’ve been a lot more honest with myself and lowering my guard, showing myself that it’s safe to participate in my...
I’ve been trying to work through some anger and sorrow. Due to my sexual abuse, I go through phases of being horny 24/7 to extreme sex repulsion to the point of panic attacks. I was molested by my older brothers’ friend when I just turned 4. He was 13 and I never told anyone but there were times...