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I love my Mother and I disliked my Father he was never there for me growing up. He's long gone now but I had wished that he was there for me when I was little but he never was there. He only showed up when needed like the Father/Son baseball games and he was there when I got in an argument with...

I had a flashback and I Dissociated on Sunday when I saw my rapist in the Physical Therapy section of the Nursing Home that my Mom is currently in. He was there for a Church Service. My rapist has used Religion as his trying to prove that he's a changed man. Well it don't work that way with me...

Today I had a Counseling Appointment with Dr.G. I talked about seeing my rapist on Sunday. I know that I was angry when I saw him and I froze up. I had to leave the Nursing Home because my ride got called away before I could inform Nursing Home staff that he(the rapist) was in the same building...

For the first time in four years I saw my rapist today but he did not see me. He was in a Church service and I was visiting my Mom. I could see him but he could not see me. Thankfully. I did not announce that I was there. I got called away by someone so I left the Nursing Home and I did not...

Hi Manic, I have had C.P.T.S.D. for four years now. It was delayed for awhile before they diagnosed it. I went into counseling as soon as I broke the news on what happened to me. But I was not diagnosed with C.P.T.S.D. till last year. I also had traumatic experiences as a kid in school but none...

My girlfriend understands my mental wounds from the P.T.S.D. She is a good girlfriend and I love her very very much. She doesn't know that I was raped 4 years ago but I will tell her. I know that I have C.P.T.S.D. from my rape and it still gives me trouble till this day. I love my girlfriend...

I have started a P.T.S.D.support group here in Athens Ohio at the Gathering Place. My best friend Audrey,me and my ex Janet are the core members of the support group. A guy named Brandon is the facilitator and I am co-facilitator. We began three weeks ago. A little about my trauma:I was raped...

I was wondering how to tell my girlfriend that I have P.T.S.D. She lives in Turkey and we write each other every day. I chatted with her on Facebook today and I told her I have P.T.S.D. So I was very very open with her. I haven't told her yet that I was raped but I will. She knows that I was...

Hi everyone. I had my counseling session with Dr G today. It is established that I do not have BPD but I do have PTSD. I have had flashbacks before and I have anxieties about the police which date's back to when I was arrested because I fit the description of a suspect but when the cops took me...

Hi everyone. My ex is dating a vet who has PTSD also. He got it when he was in the military during his tour in the First Gulf War. He also has a brain tumor from that tour because he dealt with depleted uranium. He has more severe PTSD than mine. I grew up hanging around with his brother and we...

Hi everyone. It's Sunday Sunday Sunday. I made it threw yesterday. I had a bad bout of paranoia. When I was a kid I wanted to be a cop or an FBI field agent or a CIA operative. But times have changed now. I don't trust the cops anymore. My rapist is out of prison and still living in the Athens...

Rape Related PTSD When I was 38 I was raped by a homeless man who stayed at my place because he needed a roof to sleep under. He had been kicked out of the homeless shelter because it was near a school and he was an convicted child molester. He was on parole when he raped me. He kept me hostage...

I also have borderline Personality disorder which is co-morbid with my PTSD. I sometimes feel like the cops,FBI and CIA are watching my every move and I think that I've done something horrific or heinous. I also have depression and I have clinical depression. I sometimes feel worthless and...

Having PTSD is both a blessing and a curse. Sometimes I"m happy that I have it because I can help others with PTSD such as support and creating a local PTSD support group when there was none in the area and sometimes it's a curse by my feelings that I've done something horrific and heinous that...

Hi I'm new and I have PTSD and it is complex PTSD. I had a traumatic event four years ago and I have delayed unset PTSD. I am a survivor also. I have flashbacks and I shutter at the memories of what happened to me four years ago. My name is David and I am 42 years old almost now 43. My...