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    Intensely Triggered while out w friends

    I went out w friends and it was loud and there was so much going on and it happened again. I heard him. I saw him. I felt like I was being choked. I yelled no one helped me. No one. No one why didn’t they help me. The voice won’t go away, I hear him calling. I feel his fingers on my clothes...
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    Court

    I got notice today that I have to do a deposition for the opposing counsel 2 weeks from today. Also had to take my dog into the emergency vet, they said he’s in Ketoacidosis. Not sure about the house anymore. Feel like I’m shutting down.
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    Court

    I haven’t paid court costs yet. I called again yesterday saying I really need to know what’s going on as I received our official eviction notice yesterday. And if there’s a settlement at all, just so I can try to figure out some sort of plan...which I have no idea. There’s a chance of...
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    Court

    I still haven’t been in touch w my work comp attorney, I’m going to call her supervisor again next week. I need to be more aggressive w getting answers it seems. I’m not totally giving up but I am done w this law firm as I feel they’re done w me. The meeting for the house went so so, they...
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    Court

    Hey sorry everyone, I just saw these notifications. There hasn’t been too much of an update. I still haven’t been able to get in touch w my work comp lawyer. As far as the mortgage, have a meeting tomorrow about it to see what our options really are. My other 2 court cases are moving forward and...
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    Stuck in nightmares

    I’ve been taking Prazosin for nightmares, but I will still get them sometimes especially if I’m highly stressed. And the down side to Prazosin is it’s actually a blood pressure med and has caused me to be extremely dizzy and even pass out. So it’s frustrating. I had really bad nightmares last...
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    Court

    I have left messages for my lawyer, email and phone. She hasn’t been the best at getting back prior to this so I’m not sure when I’ll hear from her again. I will work on getting a copy of the arbitrator’s decision, thank you for that recommendation. I know they’re supposed to go back to court...
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    Court

    Just bc of how the ruling w the arbitration went. She didn’t give me the reason why the ruling went that way. I suspect they used my mental health against me but I’m not sure, it could be I had a crappy lawyer. This whole time I’ve felt like no one has believed me and the place I worked made me...
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    Court

    My lawyer called today for the work company case and said they’ll allow my medical to be paid by my insurance w no repercussions to me but the employer absolutely refuses to pay damages and time lost. And if I go to trial I will lose. So...I don’t even know anymore.
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    Court

    I submitted what I have as far as question responses today. This weekend I’m not going to touch it. I’m actually going to go buy a book now as something to do for a break. I hope I can shut my brain off a bit. I do feel pressured by myself and others to hurry up and get everything done. But you...
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    Court

    I know you’re right. I have a hard time w grey areas and not going all in. This case is just starting and my other one is supposedly wrapping up (have yet to hear from my other lawyer). This sounds stupid but I feel like the bad guy and like I did something wrong even though I was the one...
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    Court

    So far the past few days I’ve been filling out questionnaires from the other side of what happened when, who did I supposedly talk to, etc. I have to now go through documents I may have. Anything relating to this from 2 years ago. I really hope it settles before going to trial. I had therapy...
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    Court

    I do have a lawyer. It’s the place I formerly worked at’s lawyers requesting everything from me. I guess I feel like they didn’t believe me the first time around I don’t know how it’ll go now. I expressed my concerns several times over the years about the situation of this one person that he...
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    Please Talk To Me...

    Is that a full day? I hope it goes really well for you. I will be checking back in!
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    Court

    I have to start my court proceedings of one of my lawsuits for my injury including listing people to testify, documents, and remembering everything from my injury 2 years ago. It’s causing me a lot of anxiety having to think about all this again. Mainly because I feel no one will believe me...
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    Please Talk To Me...

    How are you doing?
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    Therapy/Hospital Question

    Appreciate everyone’s replies. I will likely see her Thursday, first time in a few weeks due to unknown physical issues that are making it hard for me to drive. Keep getting dizzy still so I’m seeing a bunch of doctors. Anyways we haven’t really talked in a few weeks so it feels weird and I...
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    Therapy/Hospital Question

    Somewhere in my brain I know that. I have a hard time with her or anyone being mad or disappointed in me even if it’s warranted, like this is. There’s been plenty of times in the past where my anxiety w our relationship would be so bad I’d call and excessively text and email. I’ve done that w...
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    Therapy/Hospital Question

    Yeah, that makes sense. Probably time to revise since the first time it was put in play it didn’t work. I had my doubts about it bc I made it. I guess I’ll just give my therapist space too? Idk.
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    Therapy/Hospital Question

    Let me shed some light on the background of the story first: I posted like a month or so ago that I lost my damn mind and had my first major dissociative/psychotic episode from a trigger. That lead to me being super scared it happening again and making a safety plan w my therapist and psych. It...
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    Stuck in nightmares

    Has anyone else felt like they’re still stuck in their nightmares even after waking up? I don’t know how to explain it better than that. I don’t feel like I’m ever fully awake now and can vividly remember the nightmares and night terrors and I can’t shake them off.
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    Think I legit lost my mind for a few days

    @Friday thank you for the kind words, I appreciate it. :)
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    Think I legit lost my mind for a few days

    @Friday hey, thanks for responding. No, I don’t have emergency pills. I am seeing my psychiatrist on Monday though to see what, if anything needs to be done. I have 4 psych meds...well ones technically for blood pressure but they use it for nightmares. I had started writing out a plan about...
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    Think I legit lost my mind for a few days

    I’m not sure where to post this and I’m still trying to come to terms w it. Last Friday I was at a store and I saw someone I used to work with. I didn’t interact with them and I don’t think they saw me however I apparently had some sort of triggered psychotic break where I was hell bent on...
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