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    Gagging/Dry Heaving after I wake up every a.m.

    Thank you. Lots.of new stressors. And i have ptsd nightmares.so.that.doesnt help. Will be seeing a.psychoayrist soon to discuss meds and go from there
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    Gagging/Dry Heaving after I wake up every a.m.

    Note * I am not pregnant I am on Cipralex I do have anxiety I do have acid relflux but this isnt it.. I dont taste the acid in my mouth. I work in healthcare. So any bodily fluid to me is like whatever, I have a strong stomach. But i find my chest tight. If i wear a bra it feels like so much...
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    Bipolar Bipolar manic

    Dont beat yourself up. You never asked for bipolar, you have to live with it the best you can. Let go of the shame, forgive yourself. You are living with a mental disorder cut yourself some slack. I have PTSD and cant sleep have the effn night, didnt ask for that either. So i dont beat myself up...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Yes your right and thank you for explaining. I just get frustrated. And yes Ltd is common to me because ive seen it on call out lists next to a staffs name for as long as i can remember. It means they are on Long Term Disability. I have rehearsed interview questions and those questions like...
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    Ketamine vs TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation)

    Wow thats incredible. Her daughter my mom says she remembers her mom using it and that its so strong it can knock out a horse. But obviously my grandma knew her doses. I remember my mom telling me about this but mt mom hates her mom and i never hated my grandma. She had a hard life. I really...
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    Ketamine vs TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation)

    Never heard of this. My mom told me my grandma used to show horses and she did have a mental illness. My mom said her mom abused ketamine though as she used to buy it from veterinarians illegally and consume the ketamine. I wonder what she took it for.
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Hey thank you for the real life experience. I hear you !! I have spent many years working in health care and the last 5 years in psych. I love my job but psych is constant. I knew that getting into it but the insafe work was what put me off work. I never even asked to be off but its for the...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    I am from canada. And it is illegal here to ask about mental health. If you have questions please feel free to contact Human Rights.org and ask yourself. We can ALSO file a discrimination report. If in an application i was asked do i have any physical or mental disabilities that prevent me...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Good to know. Thank you. I was.off for 2 years with ltd. I didnt mention it at all. So even if i didnt mention the inappropriate incident. Lets say they do a reference check with my boss. He will say shes been off for 2 years maybe right ? On ltd. Maybe some other supervisor slips and says...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Thanks. I mentioned it because i disnt disclose that ive been off for 2 years.following the incident because i dont want them to rhink i have issues. Good point. I wont mention it again. But when they do a reference check im sure my employer will let them know that ive been off for 2 years...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Hello all. I am writing from Canada. Where we have a law that states that no employer is to ask about your mental health issues even prior to employment. I have had 2 interviews in 2 weeks. Both women asked my if i have or had mental health issues from working in a forensic psychiatric...
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    Cut off of GREAT west life aka canada life insurance

    Hell yes thanks for the honesty!! Love it. They try to f*ck around. Thats their job. Ill fight it via union lawyers. But im also looking for work. Love how they retrained you as a typist and offered you minimum wage. Wow eh. Im in the same boat. Im a governemtn worker supervising and i can work...
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Hey thanks for your reply. Yes well im actually on long term disability. Cut off at the 2 year mark. Currently not paid by anyone. To apply for welfare in canada you need to be searching dor work with a 3 weeks work search. I am not supposed to work but i have been applying for jobs...
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    Sufferer I'm in an abusive situation now

    Yes you have to take responsibility and take action.
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    Keep Hitting Walls

    Hey. Been there still there. Thats why were here for eachother. If your from canada walk into emergency and stay there until you get help. Medifact keeps all your health records and will that day send you to psych. I have said i feel suicidal all the time!! Will i follow through? Do i have a...
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    Sufferer I'm in an abusive situation now

    I did it. I stayed until i made a plan to get out. Tip. Dont tell him your plans. I left because he had intent to kill. He called 911 on me and said i was going to kill myself and him and the police came. But before they came i fought for my life. I mean that. I am lucky to be alive. I never...
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    Cut off of GREAT west life aka canada life insurance

    So i work in a forensic hospital. I had an incident 2 years ago. I used all sick pay, vacation pay, all e.i. even welfare before i got onto LTD. Lets fast forward 2 years to todays date. I have reached my 2 years at disability. They want me to return to work. My family GP says no way and...
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Good point. I want to work. I dont want to return to work with the same issues. I cry etc and ive dont dialectical behaviour therapy and take cipralex and go to the gym but that doesnt change my irritability or like loss of controll of emotions . i hope for the best . thanks so much for your...
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Thank you for your input! I come from a place of no judgement so if you dont work good on you for taking care of yourself. I am a supervisor and am responsible for opening a large kitchen in a hospital so if i need help i can only count on me. I try to stay out of fear but woah f*ck this is big...
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    Question for people who identify with not having a father

    My father david. Abandoned my mother and I before my first birthday. He had another child with another woman. He abandoned her. He has 2 more children with another woman. He abandoned her...abandoned himself to drugs. When he was there we did amazing things together. Hunting...
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Ive been off work for two years. My doctor never sent in my paperwork to great west life disability through my employer. I am now cut off payments and back to work within the next week. Who works with ptsd? I dont know how the F i am going to be able to start my shifts at 530 am when i...
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    Does anyone burst into tears because of their PTSD

    Good on you. How healing.
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    Does anyone burst into tears because of their PTSD

    Electrician. The stigma society has on a man who cries. Breaks my heart. But also a man who is brave to cry is a true man. A real man who has been through manmy things. I hear you. I work in damn i can barely say how do i say this. I work in a forensic environment basically a jail. If i get...
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    Anxiety over visiting inlaws every sunday

    Thank you Chris!!! I really feeel you. I have a feeling your right. f*ck. I never even answered him back when he asked for my number because i was dating his brother!! I have asked my partner and he said if his brother gets rejected he gets all f*cked up. Its been four years . i just want us to...
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