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    Powering Down

    Nothing ever worked for me except lunesta
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    Yeah, the person(s) follow me into the kitchen. Huh... and yes it very well couuld be that hypogog--thing. I called my docs and gave them a heads up so I'm feeling better. I've had sleep paralysis many, many, many times. Oh so many. Creepy as hell!
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    HHahahah omg that's funny because you know I once considered being haunted? Yep. It crossed my mind.
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    Nephthys--dang the screaming and thrashing must be horrifying. Me too with the extreme stress making it worse. Good luck to us!
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    You're right. Thanks Ayesha
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    You don't think its just sleep problems? I'm a major minimizer though
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    Not yet I almost called my psychologist today cuz I was freaking out
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    Falling Asleep/ Waking With Hallucinations

    So I have ptsd/complex trauma and I hear voices when under stress; but something else has been happening for a long time only now its getting more severe,and more often--while I'm falling asleep I feel people in the room, I know they're there, I wake up in a daze and i see them,every time...
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    A Secret

    thanks lala
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    Songs You Relate To

    A song of ptsd'er to a supporter whose had enough. HATE ME by Blue October ...and with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave, kicking shadows across the street for every mistake I ever made, and like a baby boy I never was a man until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hands...
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    My Main Supporter Has Ditched Me (my Sister)

    You're right, lovenbliss. Thanks
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    My Main Supporter Has Ditched Me (my Sister)

    I guess I'm a little at a loss for how to start this. My older sister, my main cheerleader and supporter these last 4 years, has ditched helping me completely because she just can't handle it anymore. I realize i'm angry sometimes but it's like I just became "the sick person" to her, and not...
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    Is Ptsd Also...

    thanks Pathos!
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    Songs You Relate To

    The Guess Who Undun Blue October Hidden Track after 18th Floor Balcony "It's just me and I'll find a way to make it there's no one left to stop me here i go let me take it from the top so why so long? so sad i wanna be strong don't try to take this from me i've already spent living half my...
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    Is Ptsd Also...

    I'm with you guys and thanks for your comments. I have complex trauma/ptsd and have many of the symptoms of bpd and attachment d.o. as well. You know I read somewhere too that bpd was like code for "difficult" or incurable patient--many negative undertones to it. But whatever. Could be...
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    Is Ptsd Also...

    Is PTSD an attachment disorder as well? and is it borderline personality disorder too?
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    Supporter Partner With Ptsd From Severe Bullying

    Hello and welcome. I love seeing people here that are here to support their loved ones with PTSD--a lot of us don't have that kind of support but it helps to know it's possible.
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    A Secret

    So I've been, somehow, not idolizing but seeing my abuser in like flashbacks where he is good and great and attractive--At first it was in my nightmares until I got on Prazosin, but now I'm....seeing it in reality, like I remember how he used to really believe in me, how we got along (I got...
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    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    you know you have ptsd when.... everyone--everyone-is pissed at you
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    Study Has The Prazosin Study Been Mentioned Yet?

    I'm with you--prazosin is a miracle!!
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    Do I Return To My Psychotherapist Of Ten Years?

    I could really use some help on this one. I was seeing my psychotherapist for ten years, ten years of dealing with how the trauma effected/changed my personality/selfhood/identity, along with underlying bipolar disorder. From the time I hit 20 and my bio father died from drinking (wasn't part...
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    The Magic Of A Ptsd-5-point-scale

    My sister (founder of my support team) works with students with Autism, learning and behavior disabilities and she adapted their 5 point scale to fit my symptoms, their severity, and what they should do for each number I'm at. It was so much easier for me and them to call or text "I'm at a...
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    Poll Did Your Trauma Effect Your Religious Views?

    The BEST book ever on Christianity: Why Christian?: For Those on the Edge of Faith by Douglas John Hall. Amazing amazing amazing!!!!!
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    Poll Did Your Trauma Effect Your Religious Views?

    yea I was never quite right my whole life, i always felt so empty and numb and on high-alert as to who I should be for each person. As ptsd carries on and i open to new beliefs and faith, I'm not empty anymore. It vanished somehow and it's like a freakin miracle. I'm deciding who I want to...
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    Art, Painting, Drawing - Share Yours

    that's so weird of us, OKRADLAK!! :) I draw them at half a side angle, looking up, maybe a hint of eyebrow--they're everywhere, all over my journals and notebooks since high school!! i wonder if there's a connection???
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