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    Another question about a situation with my boyfriend

    I honestly do not know if this relationship is going to work out. I've been reading about people in relationships/marriages with someone with Aspergers. A lot of women have noticed over time they become less important. It's great in the beginning but then the honeymoon is over. On Feb 11th, I...
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    Another question about a situation with my boyfriend

    Before I go into what happened last night, I was to say I have cPTSD (which is familiar diagnosis in the forums) and my boyfriend has Asperger's Syndrome. Here is a quick link that give a brief explanation as to what it means to have Aspergers. The hidden disability, Aspergers If you have...
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    What i am feeling is ridiculous but i'm feeling it nonetheless

    Ok, thanks. I appreciate the eye opener.
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    What i am feeling is ridiculous but i'm feeling it nonetheless

    My traumas are CSA and sexual assault. It make me think "all men are the same. only wanting one thing" and then it also triggers "i am not as good as they [the women] in the tv show/movie are". I know the issue is probably an insecurity I have within myself but still it makes me think if he says...
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    What i am feeling is ridiculous but i'm feeling it nonetheless

    I'll keep it short and sweet. Why do I get mad and jealous when my boyfriend and I are watching a TV show or movie that has nudity and sex?
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Mudvayne - Happy?
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Lady Gaga - Til It Happens to You
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    Medical cannabis

    Well, I have decided to do something I thought I would never do. I am applying for my medical cannabis card next week. I have been researching it for over a month and joining forums, groups, calling dispensaries, doctors, etc. I have been on so many medications since I was 18 (I am 44 now, omg I...
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    Sexual Assault As your rapist walks freely around society. do you keep tabs on your rapist?

    I used to do the same thing. I realized I did it to see if he lived near me, if he had married and was happy, etc. I also told my T that I was doing this and they suggested I stop as well. For a while I still did it, but eventually I realized he didn't care that he raped me as he was doing it...
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    Former friend back, is she being a frenemy?

    Ok, I appreciate helping me decipher this situation.
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    Former friend back, is she being a frenemy?

    I just reread the conversation we had about it and she didn't want to tell anyone so I think I made the right judgement on that.
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    Former friend back, is she being a frenemy?

    Ok, thanks. I think I am going to put a post-it note on my laptop to remember the phrasing you used or say something similar. Time will tell how things go. I appreciate the help. :) Oh, one other question. Since she said she was attacked today, I haven't mentioned it to my boyfriend or anyone...
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    Former friend back, is she being a frenemy?

    @Justmehere Ok, I'll make it more clear and direct next time. It is difficult at times because of the mental manipulation I went through with my ex and how bad it made me feel. So I am trying to be gentle in my approach since she is in recovery. I forgot to mention that when we rekindled our...
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    Former friend back, is she being a frenemy?

    Hi. I recently became friends again with someone who I knew months ago. I'll call her Susan for the sake of clarity. I decided to rekindle our friendship because my boyfriend at that time was manipulating me and isolating me from my friends. (I am no longer with him). So I on the off chance that...
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    Real love is scaring me ... i don't want to screw this up

    Although I trust this person, I will admit I am still looking for signs I noticed in other people who manipulated me, lied to me, or cheated on me. My heart is open to this relationship but ... I guess time will tell if he is as true as he says he is. I just hope my heart doesn't get broken ...
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    Sufferer Cptsd, csa and meeting someone special causing triggers

    Hi, I appreciate the concern. This happened I believe back in September 2017. After reading the replies back then, it got me to thinking. I broke up with him shortly after posting this thread. After I broke up with him and began looking back at the behavior, I realized that what I thought was...
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    https://youtu.be/dyAfjUHlFSM
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    Write a happy story in 3 words

    Accepted the love.
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    A small bowl of cottage cheese with peaches in natural fruit juice, and a glass of milk.
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    Real love is scaring me ... i don't want to screw this up

    It's been a while since I have last posted. I've been dealing with life and things so much better these days. I have met the sweetest, caring, sensitive, and loving man I could ever hope to find. Everything is wonderful. Yet I keep remembering how I have been hurt in the past: sexually abused as...
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Halestorm - Amen
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    What Makes You Angry Today?

    I'm pissed that when I broke up with my boyfriend, the friends I made in his guild told me we'd still be friends no matter what. They lied. It's like they wanted to twist the knife in a little more just because they could. One even made fun of me after I went to them upset saying it was over. He...
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    @Tornadic Thoughts Wow, not only does that sound delicious but healthy to boot!
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    5 Things I'm Thinking Today

    1. Well, I did it. I ended the long distance relationship with my boyfriend a few days ago. It turns out as I talked to my T that he was gaslighting me and other forms of emotional abuse. I didn't realize it until my T pointed it out. I was stunned. How could I not see it myself? I feel lighter...
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Missile by Dorothy
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