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Search results for query: Paranoia

  1. H

    Sufferer I am Ags1 - CPTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Psychosis, & Autism

    Honestly I feel this a lot. I obviously didn’t have the same experience word for word. But I really do understand what it is like to go from being a stable happy person, to completely losing it. When I say losing it I mean, losing touch of the innocence I have. Because I am autistic. I am very...
  2. Dark.Green.Feathers

    PTSD and psychosis= feeling alone and crazy

    I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time. Dissociative disorder here. I don’t experience psychosis but we have had hallucinations and paranoia in the past, especially in times of great stress. Is there anything significantly or cumulatively stressful going on at the moment that could be...
  3. A

    How do I stop a bad memory from popping

    I'm back. I've been busy all day and still have stuff to do so I might not answer you for several hours. Please still remember the thread
  4. A

    How do I stop a bad memory from popping

    Are you there? I want to tell you that I'm busy and I may not be able to write back at you for a some time. Please remember this thread. I'm seriously bothered by this
  5. Survivor3

    Extra anxious and hypervigilant when people comes home to my place.

    I used to freeze alot. It was embarrassing and stressful and I got extreme paranoia.
  6. Friday

    Paranoia?

    I have to draw some hard lines between a few different things; as they all have different “best” methods of sourcing/sorting. Precautions & Paranoia Rumination &/or overthinking &/or future tripping & Paranoia Annoyance & Paranoia - If I’m putting on my seatbelt? It’s not paranoia. It’s a...
  7. wallygator

    Sufferer Anger, medication & finding acceptance

    ...me here has been long, confusing and hard. I’ve lost a few jobs due to my condition, and lost many potential friends due to the distrust and paranoia as well as the intense physical symptoms that make me act out at times, I.E. yelling at people, accusing them of stuff and mixing the feelings...
  8. Z

    Sexual Assault I Think I'm an Abuser

    Exactly for that reason it's a nightmare to discover your sexuality involving a family member,because socially we've put these things in a sort of "blacklist" where if you stain yourself of certain actions, you'll forever be labeled a criminal or a monster,even if nobody really knows what you've...
  9. parrotthepolly

    Situation unchanged still fouled up

    ...still take up all my waking hours and I physically cannot move on. Some I'm unsure about, it might happen. It might just be true and not my paranoia. Really want to go out to clear my head but I just can't. It's making my mental space worse, along with whatever is already happening in there...
  10. M

    Sexual Assault Always thinking people are calling me gay

    First off, I hope you don't take me being upset about being called that the wrong way. It's like an attack on my identity, I have no issues with the community. Now that's out of the way, I asked one person and she said she did not and was confused. She then said I may be hearing voices which...
  11. Midnightmoon

    Paranoia?

    Yes, very much yes. Like Arfie I think for me it stems from hypervigilance, which leaks out into paranoia, which then manifests itself as a compulsion to 'just check'. This makes it better in the short term but doesn't exactly change anything in the long run, just reinforces it. I don't think...
  12. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    f*cking paranoia man
  13. Freddyt

    Paranoia?

    ...you are doing it is the start to controlling it, or rejecting thoughts because they come from it. I find much of my rumination is also paranoia. The "what ifs". Learning to think about "what is" is part of fixing it. Is ti true or is it something imagined? Your mind can not tell the...
  14. J

    Sufferer Struggling with Trauma After Severe Medication Reaction

    ...It was a complete nightmare, just one dose of medication left me with a week of hallucinations, delusions, panic attacks, severe vomiting, paranoia, etc. I can also relate to having PTSD like symptoms afterwards too, for quite awhile. It has been at least 15 years and I still get severe...
  15. Friday

    Relationship Finally got over my PTSD and now husband might be traumatized

    ...(which is kind of impressive? As the parts they get wrong are like being flayed alive). Expect some seeeeeeerious mistrust/broken trust/paranoia to follow, because of this. On almost every level. You. Yourself. Get into therapy with a trauma specialist ASAP. Because being a supporter of...
  16. whiteraven

    Daylight Savings Time

    This reminds me of the times when I was very young and had imaginary mice friends who lived under my bed and climbed up a ladder to join me at night. That made me happy. But...I think it was a "need safety" thing. I *have* to have a light on at night when I go to bed, and some kind of noise, as...
  17. nursenurse

    Relationship Supporting CPTSD spouse's boundaries in cutting off friendships

    ...“Danger Will Robinson!” Is him asking you to cut off your supports, in effect, in my eyes, isolating you. In the very least it shows a paranoia and lack of stability and trust needed in a relationship. Worst case it shows a controlling and potentially abusive side. Every relationship PTSD or...
  18. M

    Not dealing blew up my life

    ...had no idea what was going on, went to the police as I felt I had been accused of domestic violence in the letter and the gremlin that is paranoia is there saying you've done nothing wrong you're not abusive aggressive or violent why would they accuse of this? Police report made and I felt...
  19. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    The most intense paranoia last night than I’ve had in a long while. And tonight is very, very intense SI. I don’t plan to act. But my god these past few weeks have been hard.
  20. Riley Jones

    Sufferer Anger, medication & finding acceptance

    Welcome, Wallywally, Thank you for sharing your journey with us. It sounds like you've been through a tremendous amount, and your willingness to open up about your experiences is both brave and commendable. I hope you find connection and understanding here at myptsd.com. This is a space where...
  21. arfie

    Paranoia?

    gentle empathy, eliza. yes, i experience this and it is a toughie. in my own case, i treat paranoia like part of my hypervigilance. proof available that hypervigilance comes with all-natural, automated hormone shots which are both potent and highly addictive. when i am in hypervigilance mode, i...
  22. N

    I feel so goddamn alone

    ...who wanted to "be there" after the break up and ended with me shaking in his bathroom) By complete chance I met someone and while I do feel ready to move on, the way the break up went cranked up my abandonment issues, paranoia and insecurities to 11 and I'm just so goddamn anxious all the...
  23. anthony

    Madness, Insanity & The World Wide Web

    This is not true. The man should be talking with leaders of hostile countries, you want communication, not silence. Silence breads paranoia which leads to war. Obama himself said the biggest issue was North Korea... so Trump reached out, got to talk with the lunatic and no more issue of...
  24. Justmehere

    I don't want to discuss dating with a friend, and they walk to talk more.

    ...That being said, he does feel victimized quickly over small things where I don’t see any harm intended or done. It’s almost bordered on paranoia now and then. Maybe he feels victimized by women who have rejected him and I’m an easy representation of women he can dump the negativity on… it...
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