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    Triggered by FKA Twigs Lawsuit

    Hi all :) I'm sure some of you have heard about FKA Twig’s domestic abuse lawsuit against Shia Lebeouf. I felt quite triggered by it and just wanted to say how I was feeling on here because I don't really have anyone to talk to. Even though I don’t know her I’m really proud and happy for her...
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    Am I just filling in the blanks or are these new memories?

    My recollection of the abuse that happened is so broken I can't tell if I'm having a real flashback or if I'm just filling in the blanks. I blacked out almost every time I was with him. I remember sitting on the bed after he would leave, I would just stare into space and replay what had just...
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    back where my abuse happened-vividly real flashblacks

    Hi all :) its been a while since I last came on here. I remember how much it helped me knowing I wasnt alone so I decided to post again I moved away from the house in which my abuse happened for college but im back again because school is on break and im feeling all sorts of things right now...
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    I feel so lonely, I don’t really have friends (VENT)

    I dont really have anyone to talk to. Not only about my mental health but just in general. I don’t really have friends anymore. So yeah im coming on here to vent because I don’t have anywhere else to. One of my closet friends, someone who I would call my twinflame ghosted me at the begining of...
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    Other Been avoiding getting a proper diagnosis haha

    I'm pretty sure I have an undiagnosed mental illness but I don't know what it is and I am scared to face it. Earlier this year I tried to overdose and was baker acted and put into the hospital. They put me on Cymbalta and a mix of other medication (can't remember the names but one of them were...
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    First date with a man since abuse PLS HELP

    Okay excuse my french but im flipping the f*ck out. I have a date scheduled for tomorrow. Its currently 3 am and I cant sleep because of the anxiety and anticipation. This is my first time talking to someone or going on a date with someone since my ex boyfriend. Im so scared. My heart and my gut...
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    I love you and I hate myself

    You were mad at me because I went out dancing with my girls the night before and we ended up dancing together with a gay couple. You yelled at me over the phone, banged your hands on your desk, and threw your tv remote across the room. I was terrified of your rage. After fighting for some...
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    Why do I purposely trigger myself?

    Sometimes I find myself purposely watching or listening to things that trigger me. I was physically abused by my ex boyfriend but I never realized it or acknowledged that it actually happened until after we broke up. I remember that he would hit me but tell me I was crazy or didn't know what I...
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    Sufferer Recently diagnosed PTSD and struggling

    Hello everyone! I was diagnosed just last year when memories of my father sexually abusing me resurfaced. I'm still navigating how to cope with the flashbacks and aftermath of my family finding out. It has been really difficult for me. I also just recently got out of a very abusive relationship...
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