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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    I don’t know I am just putting this idea out there. This needs to be done. We are the lucky ones:we are tough, and are still alive. Think of jonbenet…we need a consensus Blah blah blah…you are missing the point and being “over verbal”… Seriously you are being “overly verbal” this is easy! We...
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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    Wel ok I am glad that you asked. First of all I’ve realized that a “Fb” is not one event it is a cluster of memories that happened before or after. So your mind will show you “happy” things that happened then it will show the sad trauma that you experienced . And there are such things as: an...
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    Ok so I forget To post how this ended. I got back on week 4 and he was bat shit crazy. His weekend aide was claiming him as to he had taken his meds and he wa fine. Naturally as a “professional health care worker” I was intrigued bc everyone manifests “dementia” differently. For the next 5 days...
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    why do i feel like ending a perfectly healthy loving relationship?

    Because YOU don’t want to Remeber your last! Love ignites the bad from your past. Love heals all
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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    Omg! Stop with the crazy talk. Seriously we are all alive - we’ve suffered but we have made it! Let’s stop the Crazy and settle on a language! One language to help the children! We are their only hope! Right? Yes our diaries here!
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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    We need to make decisions as to how to write our experiences so that researchers can interpret what er are saying. Remeber the “I love Lucy” episode where they had a chain of people each speaking a seperae language in order to understand what was going on? We need to make a group decision as to...
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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    You need to change your attitude to help the future generations live through their hell and stop worrying about nonsense Thank you for your concern and trying to understand what I am saying! Ok I’m sorry. I have invented a language to explain - describe - what is going On. I am always reading...
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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    Aw! We need to unite to help researchers help us and help the next generation.
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    We need to create 1 unified language for our diaries

    I think we need to create a (one) unfied language for our diaries so that researches can study us
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    I had a “non traumatic Fb” that contained previously unknown content

    Ok I get what you are saying but it seems like before I have an “official Fb” I have “build up” memories that allow the “real Fb” to come up. I consider them to be all apart of “the Fb”.
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    I had a “non traumatic Fb” that contained previously unknown content

    200p So I was driving one day last week and flashed on a “Fb fake turkey” - my Gm and I are sitting down at the krichen table about to have a “diet meal” since we both had weight problems and used to go on crash/fad diets together. this is a memory that wasn’t part of my everyday memory but...
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    Omg lol “song: Tom petty “I won’t back down” lmfao - one of my alters is funny!
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    Yes!! Yes!! I just want to run!! What can I do about this, quit? I don’t know. People have said to me that I am constantly humming/singing which I believe because so many people have said it through the years recently I’ve noticed that they “represent” a era around a trauma and/or apply to...
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    This is something I should have mentioned about this client. for the first time in my life I’ve had to keep notes with me when I do his morning and evenings preparation. At first I thought it was becaue it was excessive: 6 creams on face in morning, 3 on back, etc. but there was Soemrhjng...
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    No it’s not constant but I’ve noticed that songs pop into my head and they’d rem to include a topic surfacing in my life. For example, I kept hearing the song from “wkrp” a song I used to hear as a kid in the 70s. Suddenly i heard the words: tired of packing and unpacking…whcih is how I feel...
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    Piecing things together

    Yes it is very hard especially when I have a patient who is so demanding I miss a lot of stuff bc I can’t focus on what is going on inside of my head. I want to get a quiet case so I can go back to “tuning into what my alters are trying to tell me”…
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    Today when we woke up he was having severe memory issues unlike I’ve never seen before: he couldn’t rmeber he wished his daughter in law a happy birthday, he couldn’t rmeber he left his fiend Gary a voice mail sting he couldn’t do lunch tomorrow with the boys! I’ve been here 5 weeks and this is...
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    Piecing things together

    Do whatever you can do to “keep it going”. I find that I just shut down too!
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    One alter showed me a “Polaroid picture” of “Nov 1st”. The others weren’t specific just leave. Wow! Thank you I keep telling them all to shut up bc I need the money!! Lol
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    Other Does this sound familiar with you (psychosis)?

    I have some questions: how old are you now? This will allow me to formulate a timeline. I will say that I belive that “hallucinations” are “Re-membering past traumas”. Our minds try to bring up old traumas from the oast and another part of the brain “changes them into something” palatable. For...
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    Sufferer Terrified - Here because I need to know that people have felt the way I do now and have recovered.

    I understand the constant feeling of shame and humiliation. Before I felt these surprising feelings I felt nothing! Then in sept 2018, at 53 years old, o started feeling seemingly endless shame and humiliation and guilt. It seemed like it would never end. What I noticed is that these feelings...
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    Sufferer I so rarely talk about my PTSD issues I thought it would be good to reach out.

    Keep reaching out! Add a note to someone else’s thread even if it is brief…welcome!
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    Which voice to listen to? New job with problems

    I found a new job and the man has “functioning dementia” the first two weeks he was screaming at me when he didn’t get his way. Now 3 weeks later I feel uncomfortable all day around him. I work 11 days on live in 24 hour Duty then I have off for 3 short days. He works me like an animal and I am...
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    I saw a person that I loved in the mid 1980s in a FB from the 1960s?

    Is it possible to have an “intrusive thought” during a FB?
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    I saw a person that I loved in the mid 1980s in a FB from the 1960s?

    Yes having “dream fbs” is a state where the “trauma” is being experienced by you in an unconscious state. I think there are many stages to this “dream FB” healing mechanism. At first, I’ve had a “dream” where I had no conscious memory of the dream but remebered the “feeling” or an “idea” from...
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