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    Suicidal and trying to manage

    I don’t know how to use this site. I’m desperate to talk with someone - but more desperate for someone to be here with me to SHOW ME how to do things. Like understand SSA which just admitted they “strong armed” me into filing early. I’m in an emotionally abusive relationship beyond belief. I...
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    Sufferer Paralyzed With Fear Most Of The Time, CSA, DV

    I am terrified because of my financial situation - very, very little income and dependent on my bullying husband. I put myself in this situation. It isn’t surprising. I learned how to live at 5 yrs old when my grandfather seduced me with alcohol, money and candy. I lost my virginity summer of...
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    Empty Shell

    I want to change all this. I want to go back to being 5 years old, scream out what was happening. If they won't step up to the plate on their own, force them to protect me. Instead, I shoved it down and hid it like I was taught. Every year through elementary was the same routine. That many years...
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    Empty Shell

    I want to change all this. I want to go back to being 5 years old, scream out what was happening. If they won't step up to the plate on their own, force them to protect me. Instead, I shoved it down and hid it like I was taught. Every year through elementary was the same routine. That many years...
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