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    Was I a bad teen?

    Thank you. There’s just so many thoughts running through my head all the time about it. Like if I was perfect, would I have been loved then? I was just doing the things my friends were doing. I just wanted to belong somewhere and be somebody.
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    Was I a bad teen?

    Growing up was hard. My parents were constantly fighting, splitting, and getting back together. I was the youngest of three and it felt my parents didn’t want me or like I was just going to follow in my oldest siblings footsteps. They got bad into drugs and eventually went no contact with the...
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    End of.... everything, or should I sit down and take it?

    You do not have to take all that just because he’s dealing with his own demons. Yes, everyone should have compassion and understanding that other people may lash out occasionally but this is not that. This would have me packing up my kids and going. You and the kids deserve far better than this.
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    Seeking Out the Negative

    Ugh, tonight is more of the same. Except this time it’s reading the comments under the article about a woman who filmed her messy house as an accountability thing and talks about having anxiety and depression. The comments are absolutely brutal and everyone acts like they’re so perfect and I...
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    Seeking Out the Negative

    @prynne that makes sense. I’m not sure if that’s what’s going on with me or not. I do feel generally okay, just down overall without a specific reason why. But I have this weird tendency when I’m doing these things to hyper fixate on them. For instance, I could go weeks without doing it at all...
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    Seeking Out the Negative

    Most days I’m okay enough to not do this, I can come across anything and be able to brush off the things I don’t agree with and move on with my life. But there are other days where I’m feeling just off. Not necessarily triggered I don’t think, but definitely not feeling my emotional best and...
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    Feeling Loss

    I really really want to confront her but don’t even know what I would say.
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    Relationship Supporting is draining

    I agree with the others that she definitely should be working on things in therapy. One thing I wanted to ask about though- have you had a good sit down conversation on what your expectations actually are now? You say in the beginning you didn’t really have any and now (it seems to me) she’s...
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    Feeling Loss

    My therapist would want me to cry about it, let it all out. But I can’t seem to. I feel numb and angry, the tears aren’t coming.
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    Feeling Loss

    I’ve been having a really hard time lately. For context, I have CPTSD and bipolar II and relationships- particularly when they end- are really hard for me. That’s especially true this month due to a major trauma anniversary and after going on a trip with family who I struggle to be around on a...
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