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    Sufferer Stress and cPTSD - Please share your experiences hope and support.

    I’m so sorry. It is exhausting. I try and listen to my body and rest when I need to. I take an antidepressant. I turn to safe friends and a few family members. The hardest thing for me is that I deal with one abuser and there is another lurking. It’s very disheartening. Make sure you have a good...
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    My adult daughter has become verbally abusive and relentless.

    My adult daughter has become verbally abusive and has become relentless. The unfortunate thing is that we live right near one another. When her children were small, she needed me and I have a wonderful relationship with her kids. I left her father many years ago after years of abuse which she...
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    Dom Violence Flying Monkeys - People Who Believe The Lies

    Disgusting that people can be so evil
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    Adult Children

    I struggle with explaining to my adult children why I struggle with cptsd. They think I should leave the past in the past, not be hurt by the actions of those who hurt me, and am not over the trauma of many, many years. It makes me feel small and ashamed that I still am working thru an abundance...
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    Talking about suicidal thoughts/suicidal ideation

    I get it. I have been struggling with suicidal ideation. I don’t think I would do it but it’s both a feeling of despair and relief. Then I think how devastating it would be for my children and grandchildren. I don’t want to die I want to stop the pain and anxiety. And then at times I feel shame...
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    Dom Violence Flying Monkeys - People Who Believe The Lies

    Thank you so much for your replies. I definitely have complex PTSD and have been working on it for a very long time. When I feel like I’ve got my grounding, unexpectedly someone comes along who has been brainwashed by my ex and catches me Offguard. I’ve had two incidents in the not too far off...
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    Dom Violence Flying Monkeys - People Who Believe The Lies

    The most difficult problem I’m having is dealing with the effects of The Flying Monkeys who cause an upsurge of my trauma. I have cptsd and tons of ongoing therapy. I keep strong boundaries but when hit by a Flying Monkey, I dissolve into despair. How do others deal with it?
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