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    Kittie's Journal

    I miss the simple life. After embarrassing myself at the grocery store by making a $10 mistake and having to have some items removed, I dug around in the junk drawer to find the calculator for next time. I've used one on this phone but can't find it now. After I ate, I agonized over the...
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    Kittie's Journal

    I want to reply but got a message from a moderator that I'm making a mistake in the technical part of trying to reply, maybe the smile face shouldn't have been used? (This will be my last reply to anyone but I'll give a thumbs up). I was given instructions that I don't understand and I have...
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    Kittie's Journal

    No worries! I was sad that you might not speak to me again! I feel better now! (Whew!) I was just gonna sit here and let him freeze, it resolved itself. I need some of your spunk! Crowbar...hmmm... (now I'm smiling!) Tonight I actually learned how, so you get my first smile!😀 I'm sorry...
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    Kittie's Journal

    Thank you, I usually consider the feelings of others before my own, the exception is if I'm in a situation I can't improve...then I bail. Even then, I won't deliberately hurt anyone. There's enough hurt in the world already. Thanks again! I'll feel better when that sinks in... Take care!
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    Kittie's Journal

    😺 wow, there are loads of little pictures! There are symbols and these are next to the photos. Thanks! Have a good night!
  6. K

    Avoiding my Face/Need Support

    I have no idea, I doubt it was wise! Just know I'm here for you!
  7. K

    Avoiding my Face/Need Support

    I can relate in a lot of ways. I also hide behind my hair. I'm happy with the new mask law but many people aren't. I'll support you in any way I can. I'm proud of you for getting out there and doing something with your life!
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    Kittie's Journal

    Thank you...enjoy your evening. Someday I'll ask how you make a cat face, thats great!
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    Kittie's Journal

    I certainly hope not, it would never be my intention. Not wanting to hurt him more than I have by rejecting him is the main reason I didn't call them...not wanting to add insult to injury. I always try to be the peacemaker. I'm fine, a bit sad that a nice person was upset by some stupid thing...
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    Kittie's Journal

    Thank you. Its a new experience in expressing myself at all. Talking to cats and the monthly therapist phone call is the extent of myself expression, until I found this. I just put my day to day experience here. This was the first time I didn't try to avoid the hard stuff and improve the...
  11. K

    Kittie's Journal

    That was creepy, I'm just glad he's gone. I thought telling him goodbye was enough, I never would have predicted it would take a strange twist. I seem to hurt people without meaning to, those I know and those I haven't met. I don't know how I manage to bungle up stuff...but if its possible...
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    Kittie's Journal

    That's my public appearance to strangers, "all is well". Few people knew me well since I became so different from the norm. I fit in at physical therapy because everyone had the same goal, to heal. I had friends there. After being released, I had my family. I had to appear strong for them...
  13. K

    Kittie's Journal

    I didn't want to be one that changed anything in a negative way. I should read more of what others say and support them. That might be my best contribution.
  14. K

    Kittie's Journal

    In my book, that doesn't make you weird. You're coping the best way you know how and that's a positive thing. I definitely don't have it together, I fall apart often. I want to fit in the best way I can that doesn't make anyone feel uncomfortable. I haven't interacted with people in so long...
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    Kittie's Journal

    I'll be more aware of that and choose my words more carefully. If I say anything that triggers anxiety in others. I'm not a benefit to the group. I wanted to be helpful. I felt it was easier to express myself typing than in person, because I tend to shy away. I wish I knew what I said wrong...
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    Kittie's Journal

    I feel I may have overstepped or butted in on an already established community of people. I felt too comfortable because I related to what many said about themselves and to each other. I didn't feel too shy to jump in. I should have been more reserved. I should focus on others more than...
  17. K

    Kittie's Journal

    I never, ever want to be disturbing! Maybe I'm too open. What was supposed to be a beautiful thing turned ugly. You certainly have it together better than I do! I don't see you or anyone else as "weird". I'm the example of what NOT to be! Isolating myself from the world for so long I...
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    Kittie's Journal

    I've found other people's input most helpful. They come up with ideas I never would have thought of and a lot of positivity. I know I'm a weird case, never tried to hide that! I can even laugh at myself, but it took years to get there. I wouldn't want my crap to be disturbing to anyone, I'd...
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    Kittie's Journal

    After watching security footage, I will if he continues. I can ignore phone calls and text messages but if he makes himself a frequent fixture in my driveway, its an option I've been rolling around in my head. Definitely has anger issues. I'm an "ignore the problem and it will go away "...
  20. K

    Kittie's Journal

    He's gone, its a good day! It actually was an easy choice once I looked beyond the surface. I don't feel heartbroken and don't wish him sadness either. Once I started adding one and one and one more..the answer was zero! I don't regret my choice.
  21. K

    Kittie's Journal

    That's a possibility...one never knows what lurks in the minds of others. Good news, he left!
  22. K

    Kittie's Journal

    No worries! If I'm willing to put my life's events out there for all to see, I have to be willing to accept the reactions. Before technology, a therapist suggested I write my thoughts and feelings on paper. I threw them away. With this phone, I was shown Yahoo messages and wrote to no one...
  23. K

    Kittie's Journal

    I see plenty wrong with this picture, that's why I disconnected myself from him. You don't need to butt out, your advice is good! When I started seeing the signs, I knew it wasn't even a true friendship...I became more distant until I stopped communicating. By taking myself out of the...
  24. K

    Kittie's Journal

    Agreed 100%!
  25. K

    Kittie's Journal

    I never suspected he was the thief, he has plenty of money to buy anything he wants and he considered my belongings not worth bringing, that I should leave it all here and buy new stuff. Easy for him to say! I plan to let him wait...he can't sit there forever. Letting him move along of his...
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