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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Hey guys, just an update on what's been going on: I had my first brain mapping session today and it is obvious to the specialist that I have a shit ton of anxiety. (Over stuff that happens with my mom and Ya know, it gets annoying when the only person you want to be accepted by is the one who...
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    Other Ptsd Due To Being Controlled By A Cult

    I'm sorry you went through that. I'm glad your safe now though.
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    Longest Positive Words List

    Ambition Faith Trust Confidence Laugh Persistence
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    General Advice On Ptsd, Video Games W/ Buddies

    My dad does the exact same thing your boyfriend does.(my dad has aspergers) As soon as he gets home from work (he's in IT so he's on computers all day) he comes home and doesn't do anything but video games. He acts like it's the end of the world if someone asks him to do any small thing. He...
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    General Advice On Ptsd, Video Games W/ Buddies

    PTSD or not, the way your boyfriend has been treating you is unacceptable. You should tell him how you feel. Explain that even though you know that he has been through shit, a relationship goes both ways. Both people need to work at it and both need to be attentive to the others needs and from...
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    Desperate For Advice Please

    You are not crazy. I'm sure many people on here can relate to your story. It's hard to talk about the things that f*cked us up. (I actually have had this problem too. Where I try to talk about something traumatic to a friend or counselor and I just feel like I can't say the words. It sucks and...
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    Hello?

    I second what @Snowflakes said! <3 <3 <3
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    Relationship Trust Issues

    Oh my gosh I feel you so much. I also have huge problems with trust. It's so hard to trust even my closest of friends who have gone through and helped me through a lot of shit. I know I should trust them but I can't get it in my head in order to believe it.
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    How Do You Learn To Trust People Again?

    I have been struggling with this the same thing. No matter how good of a friend someone has been to me and no matter for how long or how consistent they have been, I still find myself distrusting them. I go between being isolating myself (from my closest friends who have always been there for...
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    Love In The Wake Of Trauma

    You are not a horrible person. I know how you feel. I often feel guilty because I feel like I can't help those I love because of what I'm dealing with. It doesn't make you a bad person. It's just that your brain can only handle so much and before you can help other people, you have to help yourself.
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Thank you. I really needed to hear that. I pretty much always feel responsible for what she does and all that guilt for things that aren't even my fault but she tells me that they are. And no, I can't live with either of my siblings. My sister is pregnant with twins and lives with her boyfriend...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Yeah she probably would.
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    They also tried to take my phone away but I hid it and lied my ass off until they stopped trying to find it. My dad is in IT and he said that he was gonna track my phone with GPS from work to find it. And I was really scared that he was gonna do it until I realized that that is actually illegal...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Yeah she is. She does that in a lot of other situations too. I know what she's doing I just don't have enough money to get out yet.
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    I am for sure goi right now I don't really have the ability to get around on my own. My mom took away my keys but is still driving me to work (although she has threatened to make me quit my job but now she can't because I have people who would drive me in case she tries to use the car as...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Mostly just crisis people.... I'm not sure...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    I'm 18 but still stuck at home until I graduate at least because my mom controls wether I get a diploma or not (homeschooled)
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Not yet there isn't. If I refuse then she will probably take me off their health care plan and kick me out and I don't have enough money for that yet. I have people who would help me if they decided to kick me out (they have threatened to kick me out recently because they found out I was vaping...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    No, she would not. I have talked to her about it before back when I was extremely suicidal. She said that I would feel better if I just trusted in God. (I know. Bullshit.) I prayed a lot but I was still feeling really suicidal so I thought hat there was something wrong with me when really I just...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    And I would have an explanation
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    Okay y'all here's the thing: I can't afford a therapist. I sure as hell need one but idk where to look or where to find one (I'm homeschooled. I get socialization hand all that great shit but my point is that I don't have a school counselor) (And I also don't know how to find one that's right...
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    Research Brain Mapping???

    hey guys I have a question: will getting my brain mapped help doctors be abel to tell wether I have PTSD or BPD or whatever? I match the profile for BPD and PTSD (or C-PTSD ) and I'm pretty damn sure I have at least one of those but will it be evident in a brain mapping thing???
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    Other Ptsd Due To Being Controlled By A Cult

    Okay here's the thing I have been homeschooled (I'm graduating this year from homeschool high school) and I actually can testify that most homeschool groups are cults. Although I have met a few homeschool families who don't do that shit, (and who have brought up their childeren in a way that...
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