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    Cicordinol Depot

    Does anyone here have any experience with this antipsychotic medication? I'm on it every other week with 300 mg and feel really drugged after having the shot. Is that a usual sideeffect? I also expire problems talking after an depotshot, like the words are really hard to pronounce.
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    Do People Fake PTSD?

    I know this girl, who originally was diagnosed with Emotional Unstable Personality Disorder, but sha found out that the diagnosis was so "stigmatised" (her words) and that she was not taken seriously (does not want to take responsibility for herself, and likes to be admeitted to hospital), so...
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    Fragmentation And PTSD Or C-PTSD?

    Hi Pixie. I can really relate to what you are writing. I could probabley have written something like that myself. About the anger, I feel much the same..but I do get angry. A lot. But doesn't show. I can be so angry I shivver and the tensions in my jaw is causing me pain... But i swallow it...
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    Waking Up Angry - Related to PTSD?

    Hi, Pandora.. I can relate to this. I wake up angry at least 4 days a week, and for no obvious reason at all. I can't remember dreaming anything either..anyways it lasts throughout the day and inflicts on my surroundings. I was supposed to go to anger management, but I refused, because I'm not...
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    Have You Ever Hurt Yourself While Sleeping??

    Well, yes. When I'm really down, when life's just so hard to handle, I can wake up bleeding. My husband say that it most likely comes from scratching.. It has also happened when I'm awake, but none the less...I can't remember a thing. Scary..I just hope that it won't go any further.
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    Other Psychosis?

    I don't know if it was a psychosis..but I'm no doctor though.. My T said to me; If you ever find yourself wondering if you're psychotic, you're not.
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    PTSD From Work Bullying

    Welcome to the forum Piri. Greetings from a fellow Norwegian...
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    I'm New and Finally Reclaiming My Life! My Story

    Welcome to the forum Snape...
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    I Realize I Need to Feel Accepted - Not Broken

    Welcome to the forum Maxine..
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    Hello... Triggered and Full of Anger

    Welcome to the forum Sparky...
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    Here it Goes - Career Fire Officer

    Welcome to the forum kyoshidog!
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    Hello - Just Diagnosed With PTSD

    Welcome to the forum Gordon :)
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    Police Officer's Life Partner

    Welcome to the forum :)
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I feel rather happy today..or should I say grateful? Yes. I am grateful for the ones I have around me that don't try to judge me, and sees beyond the illness!
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    Not Sure Where To Begin...

    Welcome to the forum Brella!
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I feel worried. Worried that I'm loosing control. When I woke up this morning I had two new self harm marks..and I don't remember! I'm also feeling proud :) My son took his first steps today!!! I can't seem to get him to do it again, but that stubbornness will pay off one day :)
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    Coming Out The Other Side Of PTSD...I Hope!

    Welcome to the forum Bustedflat...
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    What do I feel..I feel confused. I'm going in and out of this dreamworld I'm creating. Right now I'm "here", and I'm just so confused. I feel sad, because it's the "real world" and not my fantasyworld. I guess I like being there.
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    Denial Problems? Fear of being HAPPY???

    I don't know if denial is the right word.. I actually feel guilt whenever I feel happy. When I have something really good happening in my life, I feel ashamed that I even dare to smile. And to you Dylan; I know what you mean, I understand..though I wish that I didn't. My mother was, and is...
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    I Have Watched For Months - Today I Need To Talk

    Welcome to the forum Flame. I also have a child..a beautiful one year old boy. He keeps me going, even when it feels like I'm not going anywhere..
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    PTSD Is "New" To Me

    Welcome to the forum Brownsuga.. I hope you'll find helpful information and aiding tips here.
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    Strange Urges

    The voices come from inside my head.. Though, when I am psychotic, I see strange things and hear voices..more like singing actually, outside myself... I have never been tested for schizophrenia, and I choose to believe that the ones diagnosing me, knew what they were doing...
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    How Do You Feel About Your Parents?

    Hmm..hard question, but I'll give it a go.. My dad. I don't remember much about him, that's for sure. He truly loves me. He always act in the best interest for me, although it mostly turns out wrong anyway.. Mom...mother...she doesn't even deserve that title! But one nice thing about...
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    Missing: Memories?

    Sorry to ask, but I just wondered what you meant with "answers on a postcard"? Aw..I feel like a dumbass for asking, but I'm new to this. I believe I can count my childhood memories on one hand..and spare a finger or two! I am currently working hard on this with my therapists, but it's hard...
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    It's My Illness Too

    Welcome to the forum Armywife...