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    Dom Violence My wife is currently be abused by family

    My poor wife who also suffers PTSD and bipolar is being treated horribly! Her mother says she deserved the priests abuse as child ( because shes mouthy)! The brother that used to hit my wife with his Dad and watch her asleep didn't deserve priest abuse, as he's the favorite. This brother lives...
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    Dom Violence Bipolar spouse threatens divorce

    My bipolar spouse refuse to see a psychiatrist and constantly threatens divorce, during angry mood swings. Years ago I would saythe divorce thing, while actively suicidal. We are poor in income but managed to raised two out of three children to be very loving. I feel third and oldest child is...
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    Dom Violence Getting yelled at?

    How do you handle spouse yelling at you? I'm scared of her. She says growing up in violent male chauvinist home she wants to yell. I feel like the microphone, that she yells into! I go hide when she yells. It seems safer to retreat, or I get suicidal. Raj
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    Other Cptsd with tbi

    New therapist is trauma expert, reviewed her colleagues notes and spoke with my neurologist and psychiatrist. Interviewed me for hour and said I have significant brain injury symptoms and complex PTSD. Sent me home with brain injury homework. Said I'm suffering equally from TBI maybe even...
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    Oppositional defiant son

    Anyone raise a defiant abusive and sexually inappropriate teen? I did and now have know relationship with him! Her has traumatized my wife and his siblings so bad we are drone weigh him. He's now and his twenties and says we all deserved his abuse. He says if we "get over his molesting...
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    Fear for family!

    I and my wife stirred up hornets nest. Asked on Facebook about son's fiancée's disease, after phone calls and messenger, emails didn't work. They were going to visit, uninvited and son keeps saying he's concerned about disease fiancee gets checked monthly, may be from previous work as...
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    I crave death

    Living with abuse plus physical and mental disabilities is crap. Wish I could have a natural death soon. Hell I even feel persecuted on this forum! Raj
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    I recently asked my son to let please me know what disease his ex prostitute fiancee has. We have breathing issues and a daughter with poor immunity. I had to ask him on Facebook (I deleted post as soon as he responded), without using persons name, as he would not talk over phone. He wants to...
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    Return to work?

    I'm considering trying to find a job. My family is so strapped it feels miserable being on SSDI. Hopefully someone will hire me. My ticket to works all used up. I think they should have some other program, rural areas use up the ticket too easily! My job skills are mostly out of date...
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    Believe mother in law makes wife worse!

    My mother in law is always bragging to my wife about the fun she has with her son. This seems to trigger wife's bipolar and PTSD. The brother in law lives with mother. They are almost creepy close he used to go to anniversary dinners with his parents, they didn't want him left out. Most...
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    I am useless

    I am Useless. To me I'm just useless and unwanted, and my PTSD makes me annoying to those without it. I can see why my parents and sink NHS became toxic, I'm too annoying to deal with. Maybe someday I'll just get this illness out of my head! Sorry. Raj
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    Nap nightmare!

    Took a knap and everything that ever hurt me was there! From being called a three fingered freak for years at school to being molested and raped to being disowned by toxic family. I hate my life. Can't even sleep in peace! Raj
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    Dom Violence What do i call this?

    About five years ago my oldest sun was seventeen and shoved his fists under my ribs. My wife didn't let me seek medical help, because of the possible punishment for him. I didn't breathe right for more months. Still angry that I have the physical and mental pain from it. What do I call...
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    Service dog attacked

    I and my service dog were walking a few weeks ago, when two dogs attacked us! My dog is very helpful, but only at home now. She wasn't physically hurt, but is fear aggressive to the max. Saddens me so much that two untrained dogs ruined my service dog, by busting out of their yard! Raj
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    Family's a joke

    Wife and Mother in-law are mad I commuted self, due to Bipolar wife's chronic yelling. Said if I was around in five weeks when wife recovered from back surgery then commit myself. I begged for home care didn't get it. My two teenagers helped her, even damn mother in-law helped her. I still...
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    Is committing myself selfish?

    My wife recently had back surgery. I'm having a hard time, as I fought to get her surgery. When our son assaulted me she denied me care, didn't want him arrested. Would committing myself be selfish? When she was in hospital her little dog ran off, I didn't get leash on him. Since then I've...
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    Emotional volcano?

    I feel like exploding, and exhausted mentally as well as physically. My wife's been in pain for three months, finally got surgery. Controlling anger through stress and rude medical staff is so hard! No I have even more care giving teenager has cerebral palsy. The oldest little dog ran away...
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    Taking cover

    My hyper vigilance is getting worse! I peek out of my house and feel like everyone might shoot me or be judging me. In stores I panic when going around corners and think of how to defend myself going around the corner. When crowded I leave my family on there own in the store and lock myself in...
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    Restarting treatment scared!

    I'm scared, therapy is so terrifying to me. Having to go over my life history and naming every relative that abused me as a child and how, I hate it! Doing this trying to calm ideation and snapping at my wife and kids. Thinking about my times being fired upon or losing patients in EMS/law...
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    Emerg Services Ptsd from volunteering/abuse weird?

    Is it weird I have PTSD from being volunteer ambulance driver and reserve deputy, plus from longterm childe abuse? How do I explain it to people who ask? I wasn't paid to volunteer so I feel I should not have PTSD from that, I chose to drive ambulance and serve warrants as animal control...
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    Fighting to be here?

    Should I just quit fighting? My life's Terrible can't take depression meds and derive. Wife is bipolar yells a lot. Life seems to be too much effort just keeping my head up each day. Raj
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    Confronted abusive family sad!

    I recently confronted, part of abusive family. Now I'm vile and have lost my Christian faith, according to them. Abuser confronted were Parents and a half sister. Years ago forced to confront my cousin, without councerling, who sexually and physically assaulted me. Fighting thoughts of how...
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    Odd Adult Son Tormenting Daughter

    Our 19 year old, Oppositional Defiant son is harrasing our daughter. She is 15 and has mild Cerebral Palsy and he when he visits he calls her names and now strokes her hand in very creepy way. He is way into porn and has groped his brother 16 and tried to get brother to grope him about four...
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    Uninformed Nurse! Grrr

    Recently when I got set up for a new General Physician the Stupid LPN told me "there is no way you can have PTSD that is only for soldiers"! I wanted to scream I was so mad. Between abuse of all kinds, being an E.M.T. and being Reserve Deputy I feel like a poster-boy for just of the few...
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    Newly diagnosed social phobia

    My Psychiatrist says I have had life long severe Social Phobia. I like to self diagnose a lot and I was thought I was a little autistic, he says no. He said this may or my not be related to my head injury but is "enhanced by my abuse"! I have had extreme fear of crowds since early child...
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