Search results

  1. E

    Why Do You Do It?

    I'm struggling with the basic idea, why am I working so hard to manage my PTSD? And I'm finding that I can never just do it for myself. I do it for my family or for other reasons. And sometimes I wonder... maybe I'm not worth it... maybe I don't deserve to feel better. So, I was hoping other...
  2. E

    I Feel Like I'm Disappearing

    As I get more and more into dealing with my PTSD, I'm finding that I do everything wrong. I'm not being hard on myself with that statement, it's just true. I have the most bizarre and f*cked up coping mechanisms. I can't hear it when people say good things to me. I have so many weaknesses...
  3. E

    Petting The Pain

    Hi, I tried posting once before, and it didn't work out that well... but, well, I'm gonna try again. Please, please, please forgive me if I'm putting this in the wrong place or if this has already been discussed. I'm still new and figuring this forum out. That said... I love to read...
  4. E

    Struggling With My Marriage

    My marriage is a mess. I've been "on a break" from my husband for almost two weeks. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. He never wants me to talk about my traumas; he says he doesn't like to see me upset. We've been together for 16 years, and I've never felt like he cares about how awful my...
  5. E

    Sufferer Suffering My Whole Life

    Hi, I grew up with an abusive father. I remember my first beating at age 2-1/2. I was 12 years old before I began to realize that everyone else wasn't going through what I went through. It continued until I left home when I was 20. Now I'm 40, and it's still all with me. I often think...
Back
Top