Your words ring true Albatross there is some thing wrong with the physical , mental & spiritual sides to me quite often and almost none of it is being fed right now . even in this space I am holding back , just cause of ; . well we
will leave that be ...
I hate when my mind goes here ! Today I thought of suicide for the first time in years . I went to walk to the train station [ 1 mile } and the pain in my calfs and feet just kills me . I still have to stop every five minutes and rest .
I want to believe it is going to get better , just...
The surgery went fine , he cut me this time insted of just the puncture site , so the recovery is just a little slower .
the stay at the hospital was short {1 day } but I had some very cute nurse's , one little vietnamese nurse's name was
Covy . been home since friday with no pain meds and...
Well the recovery went well but the procedure was not as successful as it could have been . The artery is clear but the pain is still there . I talked to the Doc and he was surprised the pain had not lessoned .
We are going forward with the next femoral artery tho .28th I get my pre-admission...
Thanks every one for the support and well wishes .
I spoke to the surgeon this after noon . He said if it gets any bigger come in rite away . he was ready to look at it right then but I did not have wheels to get there . So I feel better about the whole thing now .
Here we go again . the Hospital was OK as hospitals go . the procedure was hard but only because I could not move . that is hard with out having a roto rooter sent down you Femoral artery . and really it was not the procedure that hurt at all . It was the not moving that caused the most...
Mina I have an orthotic for my right foot . I broke the right tib/fib and crushed my foot/ankle 35 years ago . the foot is tilted to the right and leans forward , so much so that I wear out my right front toe before I ever even put damage to the left shoe .
thanks for the kind words and...
I don't know how this all fits together but it must because hear I am going thru it . I'm not even sure How to start this whole thread , again here we go . I have not posted in this General Chat ever and have not posted in quite some time . I think my PTSD has had a nap for a while...
Gramma-Herk
My ass got a little skinnier with that wreck, the road took a bit off the back.
fact my bloody ass was hanging out for all to see, wasn't to cute that day. LOL
Monday morning I went to go to work but the boss had changed plans, so had to go back home and change into some grubby pants , since I was now going to paint instead of carpentry . well now we are going to get a late start to the work day , so I am hurrying back to the job site.
I was...
Hello all.
I took my ride cross country . went 5000 miles on my bike. saw old friends
made new friends most all Army Rangers but met a millionair too.
so just wanted to say Hi to all and say I'm back on-line again.
Beatle Bailey
Day 2 Emotional Fear
Day 2 starts off with a good breakfast new nurses and the attending Doc visit , , Q+A again
this morning I felt OK but I was still not quite right. I answered there questions as best I could , but not one of them thought anything I had to say meant much . for instance, I...
Latest Medical Scare
Part 1
Its been a long time , , so I thought I would give you a situation
report . . .
On june 4th I was hospitalized , , I had 5 mini strokes in 2 days
and was kept or at least slept in the hospital for 9 days ,, my friend
posted about it , and even read the replies...
More Of Me
I have been contemplating writeing this Post and the many different types of response's it might generate.
Often people are worried about what every one else thinks of them, I try not to worry about others opinion of Me. Frankly the man in the glass is the one I deal with every...
Can't Find Words
I'm at a loss for words. I really just do not know how to respond .
I have received what I think is many PM's and replies to my last post.
They have just blown my mind. Thank You all very much.
This is a very humbling experience.
Beatle
Thi is one thing I do.
I like questions because I don't have to think of answers I just tell the truth . I go to schools, jails ,woman in transition from jail to to freedom, Babies having babies,troubled kids schools and boy and Girls juvenile holding institutions. I speak to these people and...
I have just spent over 4 hours trying to answer your question gramaherk and hit the send post button and lost most every thing . I will try to fix it later . now i'mpissed off and want to pull out the 2 lb. sledge hammer and smash this peice of junk.
Beatle
kunoichi
Get rid of the knife . I gave away my guns because I almost blew somones head of over a drunken argument . finger on the trigger of a loaded 12 gage shot gun in there face . i was so close. the my God ,I P walk away threw all ammo into the lake and gave my guns away the very next day...
Hello Kunoichi
I'm so proud to see you have found others that have similar exspeariances to talk to. You didn't give up . you reached out and asked for help .
I am so glad to see you still trying to find a way to heal your heart and soul .
you are in my prayer's .
Beatle