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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    Your words ring true Albatross there is some thing wrong with the physical , mental & spiritual sides to me quite often and almost none of it is being fed right now . even in this space I am holding back , just cause of ; . well we will leave that be ...
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    I hate when my mind goes here ! Today I thought of suicide for the first time in years . I went to walk to the train station [ 1 mile } and the pain in my calfs and feet just kills me . I still have to stop every five minutes and rest . I want to believe it is going to get better , just...
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    The surgery went fine , he cut me this time insted of just the puncture site , so the recovery is just a little slower . the stay at the hospital was short {1 day } but I had some very cute nurse's , one little vietnamese nurse's name was Covy . been home since friday with no pain meds and...
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    Well the recovery went well but the procedure was not as successful as it could have been . The artery is clear but the pain is still there . I talked to the Doc and he was surprised the pain had not lessoned . We are going forward with the next femoral artery tho .28th I get my pre-admission...
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    Thanks every one for the support and well wishes . I spoke to the surgeon this after noon . He said if it gets any bigger come in rite away . he was ready to look at it right then but I did not have wheels to get there . So I feel better about the whole thing now .
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    Here we go again . the Hospital was OK as hospitals go . the procedure was hard but only because I could not move . that is hard with out having a roto rooter sent down you Femoral artery . and really it was not the procedure that hurt at all . It was the not moving that caused the most...
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    Sorry to get on you like that . you are right that is what they did . thanks for the kind thoughts
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    Mina I have an orthotic for my right foot . I broke the right tib/fib and crushed my foot/ankle 35 years ago . the foot is tilted to the right and leans forward , so much so that I wear out my right front toe before I ever even put damage to the left shoe . thanks for the kind words and...
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    Arterial Surgery , Quit Smoking And Ptsd .

    I don't know how this all fits together but it must because hear I am going thru it . I'm not even sure How to start this whole thread , again here we go . I have not posted in this General Chat ever and have not posted in quite some time . I think my PTSD has had a nap for a while...
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    I Did It! I Quit!

    I was humbled by everyone responding to my last post . it down right shot me up . nice to see you too .
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    I Did It! I Quit!

    Good for you
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    What A Day

    Gramma-Herk My ass got a little skinnier with that wreck, the road took a bit off the back. fact my bloody ass was hanging out for all to see, wasn't to cute that day. LOL
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    2009 jump with rangers

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    2009 jump with rangers

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    What A Day

    Yes guy's I got very Lucky. Catjudo your about the fifth person to suggest I get a lottery ticket, Maybe I will do that ...
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    What A Day

    Monday morning I went to go to work but the boss had changed plans, so had to go back home and change into some grubby pants , since I was now going to paint instead of carpentry . well now we are going to get a late start to the work day , so I am hurrying back to the job site. I was...
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    Back On-line

    Hello all. I took my ride cross country . went 5000 miles on my bike. saw old friends made new friends most all Army Rangers but met a millionair too. so just wanted to say Hi to all and say I'm back on-line again. Beatle Bailey
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    All Questions, No Real Answers

    Day 2 Emotional Fear Day 2 starts off with a good breakfast new nurses and the attending Doc visit , , Q+A again this morning I felt OK but I was still not quite right. I answered there questions as best I could , but not one of them thought anything I had to say meant much . for instance, I...
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    All Questions, No Real Answers

    Latest Medical Scare Part 1 Its been a long time , , so I thought I would give you a situation report . . . On june 4th I was hospitalized , , I had 5 mini strokes in 2 days and was kept or at least slept in the hospital for 9 days ,, my friend posted about it , and even read the replies...
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    All Questions, No Real Answers

    More Of Me I have been contemplating writeing this Post and the many different types of response's it might generate. Often people are worried about what every one else thinks of them, I try not to worry about others opinion of Me. Frankly the man in the glass is the one I deal with every...
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    All Questions, No Real Answers

    Can't Find Words I'm at a loss for words. I really just do not know how to respond . I have received what I think is many PM's and replies to my last post. They have just blown my mind. Thank You all very much. This is a very humbling experience. Beatle
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    All Questions, No Real Answers

    Thi is one thing I do. I like questions because I don't have to think of answers I just tell the truth . I go to schools, jails ,woman in transition from jail to to freedom, Babies having babies,troubled kids schools and boy and Girls juvenile holding institutions. I speak to these people and...
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    All Questions, No Real Answers

    I have just spent over 4 hours trying to answer your question gramaherk and hit the send post button and lost most every thing . I will try to fix it later . now i'mpissed off and want to pull out the 2 lb. sledge hammer and smash this peice of junk. Beatle
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    Scared To Ask - But I Need Opinions

    kunoichi Get rid of the knife . I gave away my guns because I almost blew somones head of over a drunken argument . finger on the trigger of a loaded 12 gage shot gun in there face . i was so close. the my God ,I P walk away threw all ammo into the lake and gave my guns away the very next day...
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    Scared To Ask - But I Need Opinions

    Hello Kunoichi I'm so proud to see you have found others that have similar exspeariances to talk to. You didn't give up . you reached out and asked for help . I am so glad to see you still trying to find a way to heal your heart and soul . you are in my prayer's . Beatle
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