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  1. lostforgottensoul

    CBD and medical marijuana

    My dad's neighbor gave me this site for CBD: Pure Canna Organics Full Spectrum CBD Oil. Seems rather expensive to me but maybe it takes a small amount? Any experiences with that? @MrMoonlight, need to check out your link. I don't mind paying for it. Just don't wanna pay through the nose...
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    CBD and medical marijuana

    I'm disabled (though not on any sort of assistance) but I'm not a veteran. Would that matter? Not being a veteran and not being on disability income? When medical marijuana passed some years ago in Florida, my pain dr said no to it due to it being federally illegal so it super suprised me...
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    CBD and medical marijuana

    So my pain doctor said yes to CBD and if that doesn't work, medical marijuana. He wants me off the xanax due to being back on oral pain meds. Any tips on this and what's the best place to find CBD?
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    Christians, how do you work on shame and forgiveness for self?

    This right here is what brought all of this up. I can forgive. I have the capacity or ability to forgive. I forgive many. But my trauma and my perps I cannot forgive and I will instantly answer, without question, that no, I cannot forgive them and I cannot forgive that. My brain can't...
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    If someone has SI they are untrustworthy

    When did suicidal thoughts make someone not trustworthy? I've struggled with suicidal thoughts my whole life. First suicide attempt was at 8. But, I give anyone the shirt off my back, are there for anyone anytime they need, am on time and early for everything, show up to everything, and do my...
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    Therapists’ cancellation policies/Ts&Cs…

    I think you handled this beautifully! Me? Like I said before, I'm cheap as hell! If I don't sign something that I understand and agree to a policy and when I ask, I dont get any clear answers in anyway, I dont pay. Just saying. She had a chance to make this clear for you, you asked for it...
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    Frequent Masturbation...Is it okay?

    Why? It IS a stress relieving tool! It's actually in my DBT workbook, as is sex in general, as both to relieve stress and to distract from negative emotions. It also releases hormones that switch your mindset into "feeling good". For me, sex with another person is super unhealthy. My...
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    Therapists’ cancellation policies/Ts&Cs…

    Then it sounds like calling is the only other option. Unless you can text or something, letting her know you'd like to set an appointment time to talk about this. Sort of a not great way to set up appointments if you ask me because it inevitably ends up in an appointment hole like this but...
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    Therapists’ cancellation policies/Ts&Cs…

    Maybe you could phone her this one time to discuss this with her? I would anyway, if that was the only way to discuss it with her without paying first and she isn't answering by other means. Again, maybe I'm just being cheap. It's the 'been paying bills since I was 12' brain, but I don't pay...
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    Therapists’ cancellation policies/Ts&Cs…

    My therapist charges $60 for a same day cancelation. They have that in their initial paperwork that you sign before the therapist sees you and they have it posted on the glass between you and the office staff. Over the years the office staff has offered me a reschedule or a phone appointment...
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    General How to interact with my wife when she’s in a dissociative state -&- Wife is dismissive of my feelings unless I’m angry.

    This is so good to hear! I know it's gotta be scary but I'm glad you two are working together in couples counseling!
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    Atheist unite!!

    Welcome! I was also raised in a cult! I can relate to a lot of what you said for real! I am facing that relgious trauma head on right now with a pastor but still don't know what I believe and still can relate to a lot of what you said! I'm sorry you were also raised in a cult! That shit is...
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    General How to interact with my wife when she’s in a dissociative state -&- Wife is dismissive of my feelings unless I’m angry.

    I see. Anger outbursts is familiar to me. I used to have blind rage explosions too. Everything would go red and I'd literally black out and have no idea what I was saying or doing until it was over. Was rather scary actually as I truly didn't know what I was capable of doing and I was...
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    General How to interact with my wife when she’s in a dissociative state -&- Wife is dismissive of my feelings unless I’m angry.

    Can you give specifics on what sort of interaction? Just talking to her or are you more asking along the lines of like holding her or? Dissociation is very much a spectrum. It goes from very minor day dreaming that we all do to Dissociative Identity Disorder (or what many still think of...
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    Supporter Hi, I’m Ben

    Welcome to the forum! Hope you find this place helpful! :) Do you mind sharing some of those behaviors? Maybe we can help you understand some of them or shed some kind of light on stuff for you!
  16. lostforgottensoul

    General Physical reactions to trauma

    100%! And this is such a healthy way to look at it too!
  17. lostforgottensoul

    Horrific ER experience

    Knowledge and lack of training, I think. Not an excuse in the least. They should have the knowledge and training and the fact they don't means they are failing people. I find it odd that they didn't think it through. Denying you access to an outside person means that no one is there to take...
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    Relationship Please, can someone who has dealt with being married to a rape victim help me?

    Have you guys talked about maybe you joining in her counseling sessions at times (maybe not every session as I'm sure she needs her private sessions too) but my therapist has been open to people (was my dad) joining into my session at times to help us work through some stuff. Maybe you could...
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    What would you choose?

    With doors cause then you can't see the mess! Light inside house paint or darker inside house paint
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