Lost at the bottom of the world
My daddy told me, lookin' back
The best friend you'll have is a railroad track
So when I was 13 said, I'm rollin' my own,
And I'm leavin' Missouri and I'm never comin' home
And I'm lost, and I'm lost
I'm lost at the bottom of the world
I'm handcuffed to the...
Healing music
I just love the jazz music of the twenties and thirties. Depression era music was so positive and uplifting and fantastically witty that I listen to nothing else now. Some of the music I grew up with in the sixties was so far up its own arse, it depressed me. :crazy-eye...
Hi maus and welcome. I get those uncontrollable out burst of temper, only a couple a weeks ago, I called my bank manager an evil kunt and asked him out for a fight. I know many people will think I was justified but it leaves me in bits and all cut up inside. I try and take great care not to...
hello
Hiya Warhippie and welcome.
The name jumped out at me as soon as I saw it and I thought of Micheal Herrs Dispatches. A book I read and rearead. I endeavoured to be a hippie here in the UK in the 70s but my favorite reading was about war, when I aught to have been readin peace. I was...
Laymans guide to comparative religion
Taoism Shit happens.
Confucianism Confucius say, "Shit happens."
Buddhism If shit happens, it isn't really shit.
Zen Buddhism What is the sound of shit happening?
Hinduism This shit happened before.
Mormonism This shit is going to happen again.
Islam If...
Thanks for the replies. I see I have focused on the negative in my life but there has been lots of positives too Yes, it would mean I can forgive myself at least and focus more on the how to live with it I guess. I have had a lot of therapy for depression over the years and a lot of it...
35 years ago I knew there was summin wrong with me emotions. I have lost count of the number of psychs, counsellors and healeras I have seen. I have been diagnosed as manic depressive, alcoholic, addict and not once ever was it mentioned that I might have PTSD. So it would mean to me at last I...
The first movie I could think of was blazin saddles with mel brooks playing the chief. Considering the movie was a blast at racism, its kinda ironic that he was blind to his own stereotyping of the red indian. And speaking of indians my favorite movie is Fitzcarraldo the movie that inspired...
20 years in the slammer
A woman awoke during the night to find that her husband was not in bed. She put on her robe and went downstairs.
He was sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appeared to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall.
She saw him wipe a...
Who's CrazyPJ I hear you ask. Well, I could just say that when I came to register for this forum, it was the first thing that came into my head but then that wouldn’t really explain anything. So now that you have enquired gentle Reader, allow me to give you a more precise account of how that...
Hello,
I am a 54 year old white male from uk. I had near death experience when I was 2. Have found it difficult to relate to people all my life. Very withdrawn. Live alone. Have survived many years of heroin/amphetamine/barbiturate addiction. Also had another three voilent near death...
One of my worst symptoms came out this week when I lost my temper with the bank manager and I ended up asking him outside for a fight and called him a piece of shit. I felt dreadful after and wrote him a letter of apology. I cant face him just yet. He could have called the police I suppose. My...
hello all,
This man has lost a great deal of faith in the psychiatric profession and I would like to ask if people could venture an opinion on the diagnosis for the following descriptee.
He is 54, single, lives in London UK. At 2 he nearly died in a choking accident, though he never forgot...