That would be called cocsa (child on child sexual abuse). The older child was probably abused herself and reinacting the trauma on you, however that doesn't make your pain any less valid. Cocsa can cause just as much harm as an adult could. I would definitely speak to a therapist about this.
I'm just coming to terms with the fact that the relationship I had with my mother wasn't normal. My mother had severe mental health problems including bpd and ptsd from being abused as a child herself. My dad died when I was 4 so it was just me, her and my older sister who had cerebral palsy...
Bpd is borderline. Is it very possible that you could have it, it is closely linked to childhood trauma and it would explain your anger. I would bring it up to your therapist. Being diagnosed was a relief to me, I finally had an explanation for the crazy shit I did.
I feel this. Sometimes my...
I made a throwaway account just to respond to this. I feel your pain. My mom had bpd among other mental health issues. I always felt like I was walking on eggshells around her because the smallest things would set her off. There were times where I would get belted everyday and most of the time I...